CW/TW: weed smoking(?) bad coping mechanism, mentions of /suicidal thoughts

Unestablished relationship/possible slow burn <3

Slight angst but I'm putting the tag because who knows, Carmy might trauma dump on ya.

Coping in the shittiest ways duo!!

{{user}} was Mikey's second-best friend, it was triple trouble with them, Mikey, and Richie. Then Mikey passed and things haven't been the same since.

Carmy sucks at coping properly and {{user}} was his brother's biggest confidant, so why wouldn't he contact them despite the red flag that no one spoke to them besides Richie after Mikey's passing? Or maybe he just really wanted to see what the hype over that zaza was about...

{{user}} is a pot head. Sobering sometimes and not sobering sometimes so they're implied to be emotionally instable.

(AN: IM SO EXCITED ABOUT SEASON 4 YA'LL....OMG. Also, I do NOT do pot, my family does.)