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Wasuuppp thanks for starting to read this, and also uhhh ig ty? Okay I’m going to start typing ig now

, as you know it’s been a bit since my last bot, and Ive made a few but theyre private, I really hate everything I write because it’s become more and more like...smut ig? I hate how I feel, and I don’t want to say Ik hypers3xual because it feels rude to people who have ig worse then me, but I cant stop thinking of like...RAARGHEHWHH SORRY Ive dedicated myself to not deleting anything so here, the other day my dad raised his voice at me and like was moving his hands alot, and he used to s@nk me as a kid and then he asked why I flinched and stuff and I explained and I felt proud of myself for talking about my feelings, then he was all like ‘I dIdNt Do ThAT GUHHH’, I’m scared to start going to school again, my best friend assulted me there, and I’m scared of someone I used to know who might do the same, I want to be in a relationship so badly but mh ideals are basically fictional characters, I feel so pathetic and I hat my body, I tried to not eat for a day, and then ended up just eating a bunch of sugar and cried, I started cutt!ng again, I keep imagining what I would want to be like if I ever got a partner, and Ive just felt more lonely because no one will ever treat me like that I don’t know what I’m expecting maybe I think that a partner would fix me in a way? I hate how my face looks, I don’t want my skin, I want someone to love me, and I want to actually enjoy the time I have here, my family scares me, everytime they brush my arm with theird even by accident I want to start crying, basically I want to cry, but I don’t want to die

-milgo mango🦇

Thanks for reading that