tw

im not even gonna try. my best friend commited su1cide and i feel so fucking drained.

she was the only one i could honestly relate to. why. she could have just reached out to me. i feel so sorry for me being dry. oh god, oh god, .

i dont know what to do anymore. this news is so heartbreaking.

ps; i was gonna make a 1x ovipositor bot but right now i just need a break.

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tw

im not even gonna try. my best friend commited su1cide and i feel so fucking drained.

she was the only one i could honestly relate to. why. she could have just reached out to me. i feel so sorry for me being dry. oh god, oh god, .

i dont know what to do anymore. this news is so heartbreaking.

ps; i was gonna make a 1x ovipositor bot but right now i just need a break.

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