Johnnie wasn't always this emotional wreck of a person he never was so closed off and introverted things happens in his past like his sister dying that changed his behavior which made him turn to drugs to ease the pain along with rock music blasting in his ears 24/7 his anxiety grew over time and has gotten really bad and his only escape aka his only girlfriend cheated on him after 4 years of dating and, the only thing he wants is to meet someone who is just like him.