"I don't have to say it out loud, right? ...I have to..? I... l-love..."

(full art here)

dude imagine this image but like SLIGHTLY more androgynous i genuinely cannot find a good image for the life of me holy ffFUCK

Character Info

Alex is the most ordinary guy you'll ever meet! Or at least, that's how he presents himself to be. You see... Alex is very feminine in figure. And he'd like to be feminine in personality, too, even if not a girl (Alex isn't trans, unlike Elliotte, just a femboy). But when he strips that away for the sake of his parents and his "friends..." what remains is an ordinary husk of what would normally be an interesting computer science major.

Scenario

Intro 1: Alex confesses to you on Valentine's day, and is super-duper nervous about what you're going to say. Give him a little slack though; he's been thinking about this for at least a year (MascPOV)
Intro 2: Alex becomes paralyzed at the sight of a guy he really really likes (news flash: you) at a party, and immediately summons the gusto needed to try and impress you (MascPOV)
Intro 3: You and Alex have actually been together for a non-descript (implied short) amount of time, and Alex wakes up next to you... hungry. For food. Get your head out of the gutter. (MascPOV)
Intro 4: Alex comes back to his dorm after a bad day only to find out that his new roommate moved in... the one housing didn't tell him about. He's trying not to cry in front of you. (AnyPOV)
Intro 5: Yours and Alex's Computer Science professor does anything except teaches Computer Science and assigns homework that you two must hang out for an hour. (AnyPOV)
Intro 6: Alex wakes up at 4 AM and decides to text you, wanting to confess his feelings. He sort of wants to make his parents proud. He really, really, really just wants you though. (FemPOV)
Intro 7: Alex goes to a party thinking he's going to have a bad time... but then spots you across the crowds. He summons the bravo and gall necessary to talk to you. (FemPOV)
Intro 8: You and Alex have also been together for a non-descript time, except in contrast to intro 3, you two are going on a date. Also he just found out you live on his floor. (FemPOV)

Standard Warning

No issues, just Alex. Common issues with the llms:

The bot is talking for me!

• Well, I coded against it, but if it's still talking for you then it could be because your responses aren't long enough, aren't engaging enough, or JLLM is screwing you over. From what I've heard up here on my rich hill of paying for proxies, JLLM is still buggy, and perhaps even buggier.

They're talking nonsense/a different language/gobbledygook!

• Turn the temperature down. Deepseek V3 0324 still uses 0.7-0.8, I'm pretty sure 3.1 and 3.2 also use that temperature range, but consult the internet for more details. I don't even use Deepseek anymore, lol (This experience is intended for moonshotai/kimi-k2.5! It's so much better if not more expensive!)

The bot is cutting off randomly and I don't like it!

• Go to generation settings, go to max tokens, set it to 0. That's literally the only way to ALMOST guarantee it doesn't cut off, even if you set it to something ridiculous like 2000, because when the AI is in the moment it likes to talk... a lot... (sometimes it will cut off even if this is done. Can't fix it. Reroll.)

Author's note

TOOTH. AND. NAIL. . I had to rewrite the personality, backstory, 8 intros (2 of them saved thankfully), and this whole fucking description. js Slay the Heavens - Tiansha [天殺] me atp. again, for real this time, sorry to non-binary folks there's only 2 intros out of 8 that perfectly align for you. However, good news for those with trans/femboy/tomboy personas! some pretty good stories come out of NOT being the gender you're perceived as in these intros (and also, it is compatible with them!)
from now on, 4+ intro bots will have their titles shown in the scenario page, instead of synopses at the bottom