Happy new year! —⚠️
Happy New Year to all of you who see this message!
This year... wow, I don't even know what to say, it's been a rollercoaster. Mostly it took me to hell, but I managed to climb back up to earth. So much has happened, so many things I've lost and so many things I've gained... only this year did I finally find the courage to get back into art, I took the opportunity to return to the FPE fandom because before I had only seen the Fen animation and the FPE animation, I had never really entered the fandom... Then, I got a boyfriend... two actually, I dated two of my best childhood friends, my circle of friends grew and I even moved to a house a thousand times better!
But obviously nothing lasts forever, that's a phrase that has defined my entire life. I find something I really enjoy—but sooner or later I lose interest or that thing leaves my life. My two boyfriends wanted to remove me from our relationships, I was kicked out of my friend group, and my former friend who did art started using my ideas for creatures and characters in her art commission ads. God it sucked a LOT.
But hey, I'm already used to losing people I like or things in general! So yeah! Instead of being sad, I got angry, very angry, since for me the feeling of anger is much easier to control than sadness. But look at that! Everything improved when I discovered this Gooners website, since I fell into a... JanitorAI addiction. I mean, I met new people and made new friends! Even though I now appreciate my alone time much more than before.
So yeah, I'm fine with leaving this information published because... why not? It doesn't have sentimental or important value for me. So if you've also had a bad year and are feeling really sad... don't be! Things will get better eventually, even if only for a while, and you should cherish the memories of those good times so that when life tries to knock you down again, you'll have defenses to stand on!
And finally, for the last time... have a happy new year, I wish you lots of luck and all the best to everyone who reads this message!!!!
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