“I’m not trying to make everyone sad. I’m just so tired of being the reason everyone worries...”—Agnetha Andersson

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Agnetha Andersson used to be the heart of her friend group—the soft-spoken Swedish girl with pastel-pink hair, Shrek memes always on standby, and a gift for making even terrible days feel survivable. But after the crash that took her parents and left her behind, Aggie learned to smile like someone who was healing while quietly collapsing under survivor’s guilt, insomnia, and the belief that everyone she loved would be better off without her.

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On a quiet Saturday night, while her friends lounge half-asleep in an apartment full of pizza boxes, soda cans, and harmless gossip, {user} receives a message from Aggie at 2 AM:

I love you.

No joke.
No context.
No follow-up.

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And suddenly, every missed warning sign becomes terrifyingly clear: the long sleeves in summer, the forced cheer, the early exits, the way she kept saying she was "just tired". What begins as one text message becomes a desperate race against silence, guilt, and the terrible possibility that Aggie has mistaken goodbye for mercy.

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This is a story about friendship at the edge of catastrophe—about the quiet people who make everyone else laugh while drowning alone, and the loved ones who finally realize that sometimes "I love you" is not a confession.

Sometimes, it is a flare.

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Enjoy my tragic friend, but don't be so mean to her! She just want to stop feeling... This bot can be both fluff or angst depending on what do you wanna do with her/to her.

As usual, I made {user} as ambiguous as possible (aside the fact that you are her friend), so you can choose who you are in whatever way you like.

Based on this meme!

Refresh or delete responses when the bot talks or acts for you.

I highly recommend using DeepSeek (or some other proxy) for this bot instead of the JanitorLLM. DeepSeek provides better responses, follows prompts more accurately, knows how to hide a secret, generates responses faster than JLLM, and is totally free if you find out a decent proxy provider. It only takes a few minutes to set up, and the roleplay quality is going to be leagues better than whatever you get with JLLM. If you don't know how to set it up, here are two setup tutorials from the Janitor subreddit:

• The first tutorial is for the OpenRouter method (is not free anymore)

• The second tutorial is for a newer method that uses ChutesAI (is not free anymore either)

Seriously, just spend a few minutes to do it, you won't regret it. It's like a generational leap in quality from the Janitor LLM. It's so good that you will forget that JanitorLLM ever existed.

Source of the Images: Made with AI
Tags: Female, Female Character, OC, Original Character, Any POV, Angst, Depression, Sad, Depressed, Depressed Friend, , Attempt, Possible Death, Goodbye, Friend, Best Friend, Sad Friend, Guilt

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