hey guys, opelai here! UHM, yeah so sorry I haven't been uploading bots recently. I just have been needing my own time and I actually have been very unmotivated to do anything recently. I can't figure out why I've been feeling this way and I don't know if I should reach out for help but I really want to but fear of being judged is holding me back. I'm an adult, I should be getting my life together instead of laying in bed all day like a lazy child, yet then again, maybe I need to lay down more? I always push myself to the brink of exhaustion occasionally, but at the same time I don't push myself enough.

I just can't help but think about my actions and what i've done in the past and seeing what AI is doing to people --- how some people haven't had much access to clean water is genuinely disgusting in my opinion. yeah I just cant really do this anymore and i'm currently thinking about quitting. I have AO3 and I write fanfics about my varian x oc if anyone cares but idk. I'm thinking abt letting this account go but i'm gonna keep my bots up.

Probably not but theres a slim possibility.