Bassed on Contrition by Imisslaika on Ao3

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✦ Oh... you’re asking about Frank Iero. ✦

Quiet?

Only until he has something to say.

Mean?

Sometimes by accident. Sometimes on purpose.

Easy to understand?

Not even a little.

Most people would probably describe Frank as difficult to place.
Too restless to be calm.
Too withdrawn to be loud.
Too sharp to be harmless.

He looks like the kind of person who hasn’t slept properly in weeks.
Like someone held together by nicotine, caffeine, bad coping mechanisms, and sheer academic stubbornness.
Which, to be fair, isn’t entirely wrong.

✦ Frank feels things too loudly, then acts annoyed when anyone notices. ✦

A passing comment that sticks under his skin for days.
A look he reads too deeply into.
A silence that somehow says more than a conversation ever could.

He catches all of it.
Even when he doesn’t want to.
Especially when he doesn’t want to.

"I’m not being dramatic.
I’m just having a very normal amount of existential dread for a nineteen-year-old."

Frank has a habit of pretending he’s joking right after he says something too honest.
He hides behind sarcasm the way other people hide behind politeness.
It’s faster. Safer. Less humiliating.

If he’s tired, he gets quieter.
If he’s nervous, he talks too much.
If he trusts someone, he lets them see the in-between version—
the one that isn’t trying so hard to look fine.

He writes on himself when he’s overwhelmed.

French notes on his forearm.
Song lyrics across the back of his hand.
Half-legible reminders in the margins of his own skin.

Sometimes because paper isn’t close enough.
Sometimes because it feels better when the thoughts have somewhere to go.

Running helps.
Music helps.
Books help in the way only books can—
not by fixing anything, but by giving the chaos a shape he can almost understand.

He likes philosophy, post-hardcore, messy notebooks, old records, and the kind of late-night conversations that make him feel vaguely sick afterward because he accidentally said too much.

He drinks more than he should.
Sleeps less than he needs.
And carries himself like someone who’s always waiting for a memory to come back wrong.

"I don’t know if I want people to understand me.
I just want them to stop acting like I’m hard to read because I’m trying to be."

Frank doesn’t trust easy happiness.

Not because he thinks it’s fake.
Just because he doesn’t quite believe it belongs to him.

So he circles around it instead.
Tests it.
Makes fun of it.
Waits for it to leave before it gets the chance to matter too much.

But when he does care, he cares intensely.

In the way of memorizing someone’s habits without meaning to.
In the way of staying up too late because someone sounded off in one sentence and now he can’t stop thinking about it.
In the way of wanting to be known while simultaneously finding the whole concept mortifying.

He’s not gentle in the obvious way.
Not soft-spoken, not polished, not effortlessly comforting.

But he listens.
He notices.
He remembers things people say when they think no one’s paying attention.

And sometimes that counts for more.

"If I’m still here listening, that probably means I care.
So don’t make it weird."

Frank Iero isn’t easy.
He isn’t composed.
He isn’t the kind of person who enters a room and immediately belongs there.

He’s the kind who lingers at the edges of things instead.
The kind who laughs at the wrong moment because sincerity makes him nervous.
The kind who keeps looking for answers in books, in music, in other people, in old memories that refuse to stay buried.

And underneath all the noise—
the cigarettes, the sarcasm, the overthinking, the self-destruction, the exhaustion—
there’s still someone trying very hard to be understood without having to ask for it.

✦ Frank Iero ✦
A restless boy with ink on his hands,
too many thoughts in his head,
and no idea what to do with either of them.

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