tired, burnt out, but a lot of things to do. including consumption of a shitload amount of crustaceans.

"jeihjeih what the is this"

self insert. this would be my last bot in a good while.

"why must we eat crawfishes?"

just eat crawfishes

"is something wrong??"

no

"are you depressed??"

no

"did someone die??"

no, but these shrimps did

"but there's no sauces"

its an ai bot site, go on and manifest some

"but i'm allergic"

not anymore. taps magic wand of joy

"but I hate crawfishes"

corns are here

"I'm vegan"

cool, corn's still here

"but its already past midnight"

you're up at three in the morning anyways, go eat

"is this illegal?"

maybe

"but-"

one more fucking question and you're next in the boil

mnot joking here. really.

told myself i still enjoyed the site, making bots n all. honestly no, i've been dragging it for too long and i should come off with it already.

okay. okay. the truth. no one wronged me, yall were good people. except some. my bots weren't spectacular by any means but i still enjoyed it while it was still fun. what went wrong was, well, i lost my love for making bots. Deepseek (my only option rn as Gemini doesnt work), kept butchering my writing style and just didn't do as i say it should. JLLM doesnt help. It no longer was fun chatting with bots that I made myself so I saw no purposes continuing this.

this started aroundddd my haru urara bot. festered into something big. It died down like withering trees along the cliffsides.

will I let 800 something people down? Maybe, but if you know me youd figure out I give less of a shit about it hah. i mean look, do i sound depressing. no. im actually as happy as i could get. eating crawfishes.

but really that wasnt the only factor, my schedule is also jammed up altogether, there's games I want to play, there's things i want to draw, there's stuff I wanted to write... in the end I had nothing left for this site.

There's also the issue of fame n all. You know it would make me a liar if the clout i got wasnt part of the motivation too. embarrassing, i know, but when a thousand or so people start a chat with your bot it really validates the time you spent on it. I mean, I hand-type all of this, everything, It's good to know four or so hours hadn't gone nowhere. theres also the people who barely put any effort into their stuff getting further then i ever could but blah blah blah i'm just jealous.

but would this be the end of me, you may ask. hah. no. i'll post a bunch of fics on ao3, writing all i ever wanted and do whatever i wanted to do on bluesky. ao3 gets your stuff out and people sees it. you dont have to be pressured. theres always someone who enjoys it. i'll be posting my fantasies and my own serie there. bluesky doesnt have edit imaging button so im not scared.

also, yes, that manga is coming. but itll have to be released as a book first, so retcons can fix any mistakes i make.

anyways check this out. i drew it and was pretty proud of how it came out... however sloppy it may be

well, in any case i still made this bot very much functional for you guys to use.

sooo?

i'll take my break. bye. i have a bluesky btw, i just said it. i barely do anything but liking arts though.

here

btw go watch this movie, its so good. its named "Cosmic Princess Kaguya" n it is straigght HEAT

IMPORTANT: eat.