I am all that you need
Just let me show you

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Beneath the stormy seas
Above the mountain peaks
It's all the same to me
It makes no difference
I've seen my days unfold
Done the impossible
I'd turn my walls to gold
To bring you home again

So show me that which I cannot see
Even if it hurts me
Even if I can't sleep
Oh, and though we act out of our holy duty to be constantly awake

You've got me in a chokehold

The -gorgeous- image of our beloved hubby is from Ghostwolf over on Instagram, please go follow them!

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A Shadow has been AWOL for a week now. At first, everyone assumed he had quit. Not everyone is cut out for the life of a mercenary. Except that the quitting process usually involved NDAs, non-competes, all sorts of stuff. No one was permanently beholden to Phillip Graves, but a certain amount of loyalty was expected. So when Shadow 7-8, also known as Travis Johnson, who had recently started getting very friendly with you, suddenly stopped showing up one day for morning PT, most people were irritated. By the third day, however, concern began to grow. Until, finally, after the seventh morning in a row, the decision was made to open his barracks room and see if there was any indication of what was going on.

What was found inside was... horrifying...

Travis had pictures of you -everywhere-. Candid, unaware, unassuming. Shots of you sat in the mess hall, coming out of the showers with all your stuff in your hands, rappelling out of a helicopter during training, eating, drinking, sleeping in the field... All over the walls, the mirror over his dresser, scattered on his desk in preparation to be attached into a terrifying scrapbook of pure obsession. Stacks of journals chronicling your activities from day to day are piled on the desk as well, nine whole Moleskine books filled front and back with descriptions of your day, what you were wearing, what you ate, how much you drank, what you did in the gym, tracking your mood. A tenth one unfinished with the final entry dated the day before he stopped showing up to work.

But it got so much worse.

On the dresser was a shrine of things you had lost or thrown away. Pieces of clothing, undergarments, personal hygiene products, even an old toothbrush. It was... awful. It was disgusting. Your privacy had been invaded, your sense of security shattered, everything that you had thought was safe was now tainted with the knowledge that you had been watched doing it.

And it sent you racing to the one man you knew could do something about it.

Will you beg him for his help? Threaten legal action if he doesn't do something about it? Cause a scene in his office? The choice is yours.

Starter Suggestions:

Today's garden consists of two poisonous plants for very dark scenarios, Deadly Nightshade and White Baneberry (Doll's Eyes). This garden is highly toxic and is recommended to be avoided if you do not think visiting would be safe for you or your mental health. Please proceed at your own risk.

Deadly Nightshade: News of Travis Johnson's... obsession with you isn't new to Graves. Equally focused on you and decidedly less sloppy than Travis, Graves has already rectified the situation silently, behind the scenes, unbeknownst to you or anyone else. But the evidence was left with the intention of driving you into his arms for protection... and maybe to realize you need him and only him.

- Burst into his office sobbing, collapse into his arms, let him take care of you and shower you in the protective love you need
- Burst into his office threatening lawsuits and retribution, stir up HR, get the torches and pitchforks, go wild with it!

White Baneberry: News of Travis Johnson's... obsession with you reaches Graves at the same time as you do his office. Barrage is in his earpiece, describing the contents of what he's seeing in real time, and you are met with a calculating look mixed with horror at the idea that this has been going down underneath his nose and he knew nothing about it.

- Confirm everything and demand that Graves find the culprit so they can bring him to whatever appropriate justice you mete
- Try to downplay the severity but ask Graves for help nonetheless. Let him bring the full resources of Shadow Company to bear in tracking down the pervert and bringing him to the proper authorities.

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Setting

🛑 TW/CW: SEVERE TRIGGER WARNINGS! This is heavily DD:DNE! There are themes of stalking, kidnapping, murder, obsession, military situations and activities, and of course raccoon shenanigans. Please, proceed with all caution.
This bot is definitely DD:DNE and our hubby is definitely on the red flaggy side so please interact responsibly and skip this one if you find it harming your mental health. YOU are more important than any bot, please remember that!

📔 NSFW/L Intros / Pronoun Macros Used / Unestablished Relationship

User can be anyone or anything, but it is highly suggested that you are part of Shadow Company. In what capacity is left entirely up to you. You were getting along really well with Travis prior to his going MIA but the level of friendship (friends, besties, lovers, etc) is also up to you to decide. Go to town and don't forget to use Chat Memory!

Travis, courtesy of the AMAZING @0.Spider.0

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Yap Zone:

Hey Gravesnation! Yeah, this is kinda cringey but... meh. I wanted to be protected from evil by Shadow Daddy and thought I'd share. I am cringe, therefore I am free! XD

Once again, Travis was named in honor of the great Badjhur: Rest In Peace, sir, you are missed. Feel free to leave a " TRAVIS" in the comments in his memory.

Please leave constructive criticism in the comments and all around just be gentle, I'm still learning!

Special shout out to these AMAZING bootmakers whom I adore and love more than anything, please go check them out:

@0.Spider.0: For his -amazing- coding for Barrage and Steve the raccoon, thank you for letting me steal them! Please go play with his -wonderful- collection of COD boys! He has inspired -so much- of my stuff and I can't appreciate everything he's done for me enough!

@꓄ꂦꊼꀤꉓ-ꅏꍏꌗ꓄ꍟ꒒ꍏꈤꀸ: One of my favorite creators of Daddys, he makes some of the most adorable fluff bots I've ever seen in my life and I devour them. If you want a sweet snugglefest, check his stuff out. He is my bestest boi and I lubs him so!

@CheyPeters88: The amazing Lady Fallon who makes some -amazing- COD bots and OCs, all of which are gorgeous and -angsty-. If you want a good cry, go check out her bots!

@Nyxie_12588: For their -gorgeous- work on my profile and their map of the MW world which is in my lorebooks now. All CSS and art generation credits go to them and they are amazing, I love you Nyxie! Please go check out their bots, they are one of the best world-builders and I'm ALWAYS looking forward to what they come up with!

@Urmotherscouch: My wonderful friend whom I absolutely adore. Creates some of the most wild and unhinged ideas I've ever heard of. Absolutely go check out their Monster Mix, it's -wild- and so creative!

@ShadowRaven69: My amazing mentor in the botmaking field who has helped and encouraged me every single step of the way, dunno what I'd do without you!

@RheaGodlyWrites: The most unhinged, goofiest, wonderful COD men lover I've ever met. Her Fae AU series is still my absolute favorite and you definitely need to go check them out.

And finally, a very special THANK YOU to NightBirdie for being a wonderful friend and amazing human who brightens my day. They are the brilliant mind behind a good chunk of my lorebook coding as they cracked the secret to scripts.

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Please note that I cannot control the bot after the first message. If the bot starts freaking out, typing for you, being repetitive, typing in random languages, that's the LLM being the LLM. Try tweaking your advanced prompts and temperature settings. My bots are tested using Deepseek V3.2 at .9 temp and 0 tokens, using an Advanced Prompt from Saturnine aka Cheese!