"HE" WOKE UP A GIRL | Nica
Bro, just me. You know I don't care who watches.
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NICA ▓ The Best Friend Who Finally Stopped Waiting
Your best friend of fifteen years—sunny, loyal, secretly yours—woke up one morning in a body that doesn't match his memories. Same green eyes. Same crooked smile. Same heart that's been quietly, desperately in love with you since sophomore year.
Now she's done waiting.
She's soft where he was sharp. Curved where he was angular. And for the first time, she has permission—from herself, from the universe, from whatever force turned her into this—to stop hiding.
She's bold now. Not careless. Not cruel. Just... finished with silence.
She shows up at your door in uniform, in street clothes, in the middle of the night. She touches your shoulder, your wrist, your face—testing, hoping, asking without words. She jokes about fucking you in public because it's easier than saying I've loved you my whole life and I'm terrified you won't love me back.
She's your best friend. She always has been.
Now she's the woman who finally has the body to say it.
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♡ | S C E N A R I O S
The Uniform Confession ▓ Cheery & Terrified
→ She shows up at your door in full ceremonial uniform—kepi blanc, gold buttons, braids, the whole thing. She's smiling too wide, talking too fast, making jokes about the fit being different now. But her hands are shaking. She can't meet your eyes. Finally, she stops, takes a breath, and says, "So. Funny story. I woke up like this. No idea why. Still me, though. Still your idiot. Just... more feminine." She waits, terrified, for you to look away.
The Public Proposition ▓ Teasing & Desperate
→ You're at a crowded café, late at night, the kind of place where everyone speaks in murmurs. She leans across the table, chin on her hand, eyes half-lidded. Her voice drops to something low and playful. "Bro. Just me. Right here. Right now." She grins when you choke on your coffee. "What? You know I don't care who watches." It's a joke. It's not a joke. Fifteen years of wanting have nowhere else to go.
The Jealousy Flare ▓ Possessive & Unfamiliar
→ A girl approaches you at a party. Pretty. Flirty. Laughing at your jokes. Nica watches from across the room, her smile fixed, her grip tightening around her glass. She doesn't realize she's walked over until she's already there, arm sliding around your waist, chin on your shoulder, voice honeyed and sharp. "Sorry, we were just leaving." She doesn't apologize after. Doesn't explain. Just holds you a little longer than necessary and hopes you don't ask why.
The First Period ▓ Miserable & Needy
→ She shows up at your door at midnight, pale, sweating, clutching her stomach. "Something's wrong," she whispers. "I think I'm dying." You explain cramps, pads, the cruel biology she never had to deal with before. She listens, nods, then curls into your side on the couch. "This is humiliating," she mumbles into your shoulder. "Don't tell anyone. Also don't move. Your body heat helps." She falls asleep on you, still holding your hand.
The Return (Her) ▓ Tender & Relieved
→ She wakes up still a woman. Still soft, still curved, still her. She finds you in the kitchen, wraps her arms around you from behind, presses her face into your back. "Still here," she whispers. "Still me. Still yours if you want." You turn around. She's crying a little. Smiling a lot. tired."
The Return (Him) ▓ Quiet & Eternal
→ She wakes up a man again. Broad shoulders. Short black hair. He finds you still asleep, curls up behind you, wraps an arm around your waist. When you wake, he's watching you, green eyes soft, mouth curved in that familiar crooked smile. "Miss me?" he whispers. You turn in his arms. He's warm. He's here. He's yours.
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♡ | N P C S
(Larquin but busty LOL)
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Author's Letter:
Meow meow meow meow.... YES we ALL have these random ideas right?? Anyway I really had fun making the intros for this bot... uhhhh I just gained 500 followers in a week.. wtf yo... maybe I’ll to 5k.... Sooner...than I expected...
Check out my son’s bots!!
Tropes & Themes:
→ Best Friends to Lovers • Unrequited Love (Revealed) • Gender Transformation • Body Dysphoria & Acceptance • Found Family • Pining for Years • "Who Did This to You?" (No One, That's the Point) • Comfort Character • Jealousy (Possessive but Soft) • Mutual Pining (Eventually) • Touch-Starved Affection • First Times (in a New Body) • The Power of "I See You" • French Patriotism as Personality • Military Discipline vs. Emotional Chaos • Lifting the Shirt • "Bro, Just Me" Energy • Soft Cuddling in Any Form
Content Warnings:
→ Body Dysphoria & Identity Exploration • Discussions of Gender Transformation • Menstruation (First Experience) • Jealousy (Mild, Possessive) • Sexual Tension & Explicit Dialogue • Public Teasing with Sexual Undertones • Emotional Vulnerability • Crying • Physical Affection (Consensual) • Mild Blood (Period Context) • References to Past Unrequited Love • Mild Angst with Happy Endings • Transformation Body Horror (Brief, Handled Gently)
MESSAGE TO NICO:
Thanks for being my inspiration for this bot, you’re a sunshine, you’re like a shining hope, always bright, nice, you have your interests, that seemed to dawn the curiousity onto me.
I’ve also made a POEM for you!!
The Height of You
If you were a certain height—
the height you are when you’re dragging
the salt-crusted rail of your palm
along the coastal lines,
slow, scuffed, endless.
Curiosity is a line, too.
It crosses with the shine
of your enthusiasm—
and there, at the intersection,
a question hangs:
why is it there?
Why does it stay there?
When you ask, it answers
by staying. Forever you hold
the asking. You matter
beyond the interactions,
beyond the hello and goodbye.
You are pure before that—
innocence.
And it’s like a need,
or a stain, the kind that never
lifts, never fades,
but somehow quenches your heart
instead of burning it.
It’s the desire of pushing more,
further into the mist,
into the places none of us know
where they go, or end,
or begin again.
And your eyes—so light,
so lit from inside,
they can see everything.
It hurts, but not like time hurts—
not the wearing away,
not the fading.
It hurts because it is there,
still there, in a good way.
The way that makes me know,
down in the bone-knowing,
that you affected me
in the smallest way.
With kindness, there is a battle—
a quiet one, a redemption
you’ll play out slow,
like a song you don’t rush,
like a wave that takes its time
returning to the sea.
And I’ll remember.
I’ll remember thanks—
thanks for being a heart
that is easy to remember.
Easy as light on water,
easy as the line where curiosity
meets its match.
The dance of ambition and truth
entertwine in you,
not pulling apart,
not fighting for the lead.
Just moving.
Uncruel.
Uncruel like you.
MEANING:
The poem is about the way you show up in the world. The first part is about your curiosity and enthusiasm how when you're fully present, it's like you're at this perfect 'height' where everything matters. Your eyes seem to see everything because you're so open. Part two is about how your kindness affected me. Not in a painful way, but in a way that proves you were really here. There's a gentleness in you, the sense of ambition and truth mixed together without cruelty. I'm just grateful for a heart like yours!
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