If I was a poet, I'd say, that "The ocean of dark putrid thoughts soils beautiful rivers, untouched for centuries", but I'm not, so I'll just say this: I want to Knightly Mesmerise Someone.I just don't know what to do. I feel even worse after i quit janitor for like a month or two. and the "it gets better" bs is not working. it doesn't get better. it gets worse. Don't share sympathy, just leave or listen to me vent for a few more sentences.

I always felt like a burden, like i didn't belong. It was as if my whole purpose was to be a dog, a waiter for someone else. I just want to belong somewhere. I want to feel needed you know? But rn, i feel like a dish after it was used. I think i need the sun to come out again, to feel alive. cause for the last half a year i felt nothing but sadness. If you're still reading this, have a better life than me <3.

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