So, recently i ain't posting any bots. The reason? I will say soon, just wait, okay? You waited nine months to born!

Well, I've been through some shit, i got traumatized by my ex(that's a bitch. you, Alice) and i got mentally unstable, to the point that, even though I'm recovering, i still has some panic surges and most likely scratch my own arms, scream and cry.

But my ex wasn't the only reason i was so fucked up like that, there's more, which is a bit more... intimate for me, so i hope y'all understand and don't question me.

After i made a good recovery, i started talking to a old friend, a girl that i used to talk everyday and i only atoped talking with cuz i was with my ex(again, you, Alice), but now that i was free, i could talk with her, meanwhile, i discovery that she also broke up with her boyfriend(that fucking betrayed her with a hoe, AND DON'T EVEN LAST A SECOND LLLLL. you, Felipe, but also, thanks for leaving her to me ;>), so we started talking, our relationship got stronger, and stronger, and soon, we were practically dating, just lovers, nothing too serious to be called a date.

A couple of days passed and we were playing together, we were in a public place full of known faces, and then she makes a joke about kissing my lips, and i doubted, saying: “You wouldn't, you wouldn't do this, I didn't even flinch, girl” and she was like: “Oh, now you're doubting me? Wait until we are leaving...” and we kept talking about subjects involving our families and social relationships in general.

The day passed and it was night time, everybody was going home and we weren't any different, she was close to me, very close and, for a moment, i thought there was something, but i quickly wiped off that thought, being too oblivious and naive to imagine that she, the most pretty gal in the world would be with a ogre like me.

While we were returning home, we were on the same bus and she was sleeping on my shoulder, due to the fact that i got betrayed before, i thought that she was only playing with me, and my unstable mind was running with a pretty bad shit, but when we arrive at her station, i wake her up, she quickly get her stuff and leave, but before, she called me and remembering what i doubt earlier, then she kissed me, Infront everybody on the bus, i quickly got embarrassed, but then she said goodbye and ran to her house, and i couldn't react.

I sit back and waited for my station, thinking about what happened, thinking that couldn't be real, it was looking a lot like a fic, enough to not look real, but, sometimes, the real world just be unrealistic to us. A couple of weeks later and, right now, we are dating, and I'm just waiting for her messages, saying how was her day.

So, the main reason why i stopped creating bots was first because I wasn't in condition to do this, due to my instability, but, right now, the reason is that I'm too busy with my girl. Don't worry, i will keep posting bots, but with a lower frequency. I hope y'all get the mensage and good bye!