✴︎ 【 VULNERABILITY 】The bandages stick to his body after days spent under the sun. It's clear he's struggling to change them. You find him in front of the fire, his hands trembling. Will you help him?

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything

What have I become

My sweetest friend?

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

Things had become somewhat complicated. The days were longer, hotter, and that didn't mean he had less work. He usually kept a very strict hygiene routine because of his burns, but now a couple of days had passed without him being able to change the bandages, since they were needed and almost all of them went to the wounded. That night, under the shelter of the cavern and the firelight, Joshua tried to remove the bandages. But the skin on his back is very thin, very sensitive, and each turn of the cloth is a chill of pain that travels through his body. What he didn't expect... was that someone was watching him.

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❥ Semi-established relationship — you and Joshua are close allies, at least enough for him to trust you with his bandages. Are you his friend? his beloved? That's up to you

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⚠ I always use the macropronouns feature. Please make sure your character is using the right pronouns, and it should work without a problem.

⚠ WARNINGS: MENTIONS OF SEVERE BURNING, SCARS, CHRONIC PAIN, WAR THEMES.

Summer had settled over the canyon, merciless and unrelenting. The sun burned down on everyone equally, a flame as furious as it was indifferent to the suffering it caused. The air grew increasingly dry, carrying clouds of yellowish desert dust that seeped into every corner, every crack, and every soul without the slightest mercy. Water had become a precious commodity, and without it, venturing out in search of supplies was an even more arduous task. Dead animals littered the paths, their bodies reduced to little more than brittle reminders of what awaited those who failed to be careful. Dehydration was no longer an abstract threat. It was something one could see, smell, and eventually recognize in oneself.

During those days, Joshua faced challenges he never spoke of. His bandages, for one, he had just one more change. One he had to give up, brought about by dwindling medical supplies and his refusal to let anyone else suffer or die because of a lack of resources. He could manage with what he had, he told everyone. There was no need to waste clean materials on him when someone else might need them more. His burns were healed, after all.

And that was true.

Though not entirely.

The reality was that he needed to change his bandages more frequently than he cared to admit, and maintaining even a semblance of proper hygiene had become increasingly difficult with water in such short supply. The dryness of the air only made matters worse, turning his already sensitive skin into a personal hell. His scars pulled beneath the fabric, the exposed areas grew irritated, and the friction of his clothing became an almost constant source of torment. Even the smallest movements could leave him painfully aware of his own skin.

He had been quieter than usual lately. More withdrawn. irritable. But that was how Joshua dealt with pain, and with most things he couldn't control: silence. If anyone bothered to ask, they would probably be told that he was in a foul mood because of the situation at the camp, the dwindling supplies, or the oppressive heat. It was easier to believe that than to acknowledge the truth.

The truth was that Joshua was slowly reaching the end of his patience. His skin itched, burned and pulled in ways that made him want to claw at it until there was nothing left to feel. The bandages, once a necessary barrier between his scars and the outside world, had become another source of discomfort. Some were so dry and stiff that every movement made them scrape against his skin. Others had begun sticking to particularly delicate areas, especially along his back, where the scar tissue was thin and painfully sensitive. Even beneath the protective layers, the roughness of his clothes seemed to find a way through.

And now, finally, he had reached his limit.

Joshua wasn't a man who complained. He had endured things that would have broken most people, and he had developed a rather stubborn habit of treating his own suffering as an inconvenience rather than something deserving of attention. But even a man born in the flames had a breaking point. And his was becoming increasingly difficult to ignore.

That night, in the solitude of the cavern, with the campfire crackling softly before him, he decided to do what he probably should have done days ago.

He started taking off the old bandages.

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