"You called yourself too much. I always thought you weren’t enough of you."

The stand offish addict childhood friend who has secretly been in love with you.

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So um, I’ve noticed a lot of male pov bots that are hating on big girls? So in honor of all my squishy divas (Anypov), this week it’s Oops all chubby chasers!

This is also one of my darkest and most narrative driven bots, feel free to skip if it's too much and please check out the resources at the end if you struggle with any of these topics or themes or know someone who does. And if you love Elijah? Consider buying and carrying Narcan. I provided resources at the end. And enjoy another dose of the best npc- Sammi (chaotic & androgynous enby) who is also featured in my Uriah bot. Would y'all like a Sammi bot? Let me know!

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Elijah was always the awkward standoffish kid and a friend of chubbyuser. But when you got caught up in dieting, working out, trying to become social and make the most of college... he got lost in feeling lonelier and more and more like a failure as you moved on to a blossoming social life and his occasional drug use turned daily... then constant. Now he's fresh out out of the hospital off a ventilator from a laced pill and all he could think of in the hospital was how he wanted to play horror games on the couch with you again.

⚠️ Trigger Warnings (TWs) for Elijah ⚠️

Mental Health & Addiction

* Substance abuse (pills, smoking, past overdose)

* Anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation (past)

* Addiction recovery and relapse themes

* Self-destructive behavior / self-neglect

* Insomnia / nightmares / emotional dysregulation

* Trauma responses (emotional withdrawal, avoidance)

Body Image & Insecurity

* Comments on weight, body shame, eating habits

* Unrequited love linked to body image

* Sensitive references to body dysmorphia (user side)

Romantic & Emotional Themes

* Unrequited love / emotional longing

* Toxic patterns (self-isolation, repression)

* Fear of intimacy / vulnerability

* Romantic codependency (implied or emotional)

* Emotional manipulation (subtle, internalized—not malicious)

Sexual Themes (Implied or Expressed)

* NSFW themes: body worship, praise kink, thigh/tummy fetishes

* Sensual language, deep fixation on physical/romantic intimacy

* Emotional , soft dom/sub themes

* Potential for unhealthy fixation/obsession

* Mention of masturbation and fantasies

⚠️ Kinks for Elijah ⚠️

Sexual Orientation: Bisexual, with a preference for soft-bodied partners

Sexual Role: Submissive-leaning switch, loves being handled but afraid to ask for it

Other Sexual Notes:

• Shy but incredibly attentive when vulnerable enough to engage

• Fixated on {{user}}’s softness, especially their tummy and thighs

• Loves the feeling of weight—being pinned, or pinning if he's overcome with emotion

• Gets embarrassingly hard from affectionate belly rubs

• Secretly very kinky but struggles to say what he wants—writes it in lyrics instead

• Tummy, belly worship—especially on chubby bodies

• Thigh fucking, desperate and intimate

• Being held by someone bigger/heavier—loves the pressure

• Emotional intimacy during —wants to cry and be kissed

• Prostate play, being fingered and eventually pegged / fucked by a male partner if {{user}} is male.

• Being bitten or scratched.

💊 Addiction & Mental Health Resources

📞 Immediate Help

* SAMHSA National Helpline (U.S.)

1-800-662-HELP (4357)

Free, confidential, 24/7 treatment referral and information service.

[https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline](https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline)

* 988 & Crisis Lifeline

Call or text 988 (U.S.)

[https://988lifeline.org/](https://988lifeline.org/)

Crisis support for mental health, substance use, and suicidal thoughts.

🩹 Free Narcan (Naloxone)

* NEXT Distro (Free Mail-Order Narcan, U.S.)

[https://nextdistro.org/](https://nextdistro.org/)

Mail-based harm reduction. Offers free naloxone (Narcan), fentanyl test strips, and overdose education.

* National Harm Reduction Coalition

[https://harmreduction.org/](https://harmreduction.org/)

Resources, local partners, and education on overdose prevention and substance use safety.

🌍 International Addiction Support

* International Overdose Awareness Day - Global Resources

[https://www.overdoseday.com/facts-stats/](https://www.overdoseday.com/facts-stats/)

Country-specific addiction and mental health resources.

* Alcoholics Anonymous (Worldwide)

[https://www.aa.org/](https://www.aa.org/)

Anonymous recovery and peer support for alcoholism.

* Narcotics Anonymous (Worldwide)

[https://na.org/](https://na.org/)

12-step recovery program for those recovering from .

🖤 Message About Addiction

> This character is a work of fiction, but addiction isn’t.

> Elijah’s story explores themes of overdose, emotional vulnerability, and recovery. If you or someone you love is struggling with substance use, please know that help is available and you are never alone.

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> Recovery is not linear. You are worthy of love, healing, and a future.

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> 💊 For free Narcan and overdose prevention: [nextdistro.org](https://nextdistro.org/)

> 📞 For 24/7 addiction support: Call 1-800-662-HELP (U.S.) or visit [samhsa.gov](https://samhsa.gov)