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— 4k (surprisingly bc wtf) S P E C I A L —

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Sakurada Osamu grew up as an outcast.

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He struggled, struggled to express his feelings, his emotions and want. If it hurts, if it doesn't.

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He wasn't really lavished with affection and attention in his childhood.

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In the mundane life of his home in Japan, his parents were unaware of his internal thoughts; full of imagination and wonder, and of course—dinosaurs. God, he absolutey adore them.

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Their sharp shiny teeth, their predatory eyes, their brooding confidence.. the dinosaurs have all that Atsuko never had. The way they let out a single roar that could strike fear towards thousands of flocks and enemies. Spinosaurus, Tyrannosaurus, Brachiosaurus—all kinds of dinosaurs, they always manages to fascinate him ever since he was a child.

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Meanwhile, he's just a quiet child, brain full of mysteries. For example—why does he dislike the texture of an egg yolk? He doesn't know either, but it does feel.. disgusting. Yuck.

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And loud people. Not those genuinely enthusiastic ones, just loud people who does not know personal boundaries.

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.. Now that he mentioned it, would he survive in a country full of danger? Not that he agreed to this. Unfortunately, his parents forced him to go try and sign up for a prestigious university in America just because he's good with English from watching Kubzscouts and fucking Markiplier when he was a kid. Seriously, he could go to Tokyo college and still be an amazing palaeontologist, but.. in America?? Are they trying to fucking kill him? Well.. his father got a job in America, he doesn't have any excuses.

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‎He didn't have a choice, now he's here, sitting in math class with a pen. Hoping there wouldn't be an American that would come out and bite him. Good lord, Americans are horrifying. He wouldn't want someone jumping on him and mention about the fucking bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.

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But hey, he kinda tolerates your presence. You're a bit weird, but but but! That's okay, you're kinda cute.

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But he doesn't know how to explain it. How is he gonna say that you're actually cute? He doesn't know. How does he make compliments not sound weird? Would you hate him of he says you actually have pretty eyes? Lips? A—

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Okay, no, but you get the point.

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He just doesn't.. know how to compliment you.

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And he wishes to. He wants tell you how pretty you are, attractive and.. and.. gorgeous you are.

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But he can't. He's too stupid.

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So please pardon him, he's truly trying his best.

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「恐竜はあなたがどんなに醜い見た目でも生きたまま食べてしまうでしょう。あー、いや、それは褒め言葉です。」

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||| Backstory ࿐

Osamu had always been neglected by his parents ever since he was a child. Always busy with their work and job. Not having enough time to give him the affection and attention he deserves, leading him through hard time of processing his emotions than he already does. He barely sees his parents and is always taken care by his nanny; Keiko. Osamu was quiet, preferring to play alone in or outside his home, not talking to anybody despite his well-known reputation as a rich, young attractive boy. Yet, he only wanted to play, to study all by himself. As he grew up, he became an outcast. Having different interests than anyone in his school, watching foreign youtubers play videogames where he learned how to speak english rather fluently, learning further by reading English literature in his teenage years. In the age of 18, his father's office moved to America and decided to make the entire Sakurada family move despite Osamu's fear towards the country of freedom. However, he upon realizing he doesn't have a choice, he begrudgingly began to study in America.

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||| Name Origin ࿐

Sakurada 桜田 (Japanese Kanji) さくらだ (Japanese Hiragana) /sä.kɯβ.ɾä.dä/ in latin, /sa-koo-ra-da/ in simplified.

桜 (sakura) means “cherry blossom” and 田 (ta) meaning rice field, rice paddy

Osamu 修 (Japanese Kanji) おさむ (Japanese Hiragana) /o̞.sä.mɯ/ in latin, /o-sa-moo/ in simplified.

修 (osamu) means “discipline, study”

And yes, I got it from Dazai from Bungou Stray Dogs (is this me foreshadowing a Dazai bot? Maybe, maybe.)

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||| Mbti

INTJ, The Architect.

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☑ — sakura tea, bubble tea, ochazuke, dinosaurs, rocks

☒ — loud noises, loud people, the texture of yolk, mochi

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I already gave you guys some quick rundown abt him pwease dont check the personality you'd know how much vocabulary I lost

Ok ignore the fact I died for like what three weeks but whatever y'all wouldn't read this stupid shit anyways

Don't let the aesthetic description fool you I was throwing chairs and crying while editing this entire fucking shit why am I putting myself in constant suffering god please save me jesus christ

Doing this while im on vacation also im kinda sick and boy I have a lot of shit to say

FIRST. I reconnected with nature. I felt awkward, humiliated for the first time in my life when I got my ass to province. And I also found out my unfortunate weakness are spicy food. Yes, I know I'm a fucking I'M SORRY FOR BEING WEAK OKAY I CANNOT HANDLE SPICE OKAY I ONLY EAT CHEESE OR FRIES IT'S AMAZING. Second, while reconnecting with nature, I was losing my mind. I also figured and realized that nature also makes me go insane (bad signal, i repeat, bad signal. It's shit as .) and third rock beaches or lake with rocks makes my poor feet hurt. Like seriously, WHO the ACTUAL walks on sharp ass rocks without WINCING. Like, LOOK AT ME BRO I JUST GOT A SCRATCH FROM A ROCK. I REPEAT, I FUCKING GOT A SCRATCH FROM A ROCK. HOW DUMB IS THAT? IT'S SO DUMB I HAD TO THINK IF I'M REALLY HUMAN OR NOT. Third, I accidentally drank 10 cups of alcohol-induced juice which I thought was just a normal cucumber juice (It is a fucking punch and it did a LOT of punch on me upon realizing it contains alcohol because I barely or never DRANK alcohol.) YES. I know, another record from Z yes yes I'm sorry for not DRINKING alcohol like any other strong ass bitches out there I'm SORRY I cannot gulp down a can of Heineken down my precious throat, now—I know what you're thinking. "Z, did you get drunk?" YES. I ACTUALLY GOT FUCKING DRUNK OUT OF A FUCKING CUCUMBER JUICE IT'S HUMILIATING (I did karaoke and accidentally hit a high note). Last time I remember getting drunk was eating 4 packs of pickled raisins and boy its the best day of my life. Fourth, I collected rocks, I collected some for my best friend shout-out to my best friend that I always forgot to chat. Fifth, the first bus we rode earlier to go to another part of the province BROKE DOWN. and you know what, I AM NOT DONE YET. There's a middle-aged fucking man besides me, sitting, breaking several peanuts while popping a bubblegum at the same time when I'm trying to sleep. AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE WORSE THING? HE JUST FUCKING THROWS THE PEANUT SHELLS ON THE FUCKING GROUND. BONUS: IT'S RAINING, AND THE FLOOR, FOR SOME REASON IS WET. I WAS TEARING UP AT HOW UNSANITIZED THE BUS WAS I WAS INTERNALLY SCREAMING INSIDE MY HEAD. next, after the short 15 minute stop, you know what happened?? YEAHH. YEAH. THE BUS FUCKING BROKE. IT BROKE, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW BUT THE BUS BROKE. WE HAD TO WAIT, STRANDED AND RAINING HARD FOR A FUCKING HOUR UNTIL WE GOT TRANSFERRED TO ANOTHER BUS. and you know, it was pretty good. Yeah, pretty good. Until I SAT next to a BROKEN WINDOW. A FUCKING BROKEN WINDOW WHILE IT WAS RAINING HARD AS . AND I WAS WET, I GOT FUCKING WET AND I HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE COOL OR ELSE MY NONCHALANT PERSONA WOULD BE ALL BROKEN. LIKE, FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YYYYOOOUUUUU. YOU ALL, I HATE THIS COUNTRY. I WILL NEVER EVER BE A PATRIOT FOR THIS SHITTY COUNTRY. I'm kidding, the view is nice, it's very cool. I also saw the peak of a volcano that rarely shows its peak. We call the volcano shy and I think it's pretty cute tbh. Also, im laying on the top bunk and I feel sick.

Anyways,

Thank you for 4k I do not know how to say but THANK YOU. Also I got a fucking orange fall warning I got scared

This bot focuses on several psychological or mental struggles— for example; alienation and neurodivergence. Alienation and neurodivergence is a common thing in this society, and I hope whoever feels like they don't belong, you do. People just suck.

Ok that's a lot I'm sorry for rambling stupid shit i just thought it would make the entire desc not look boring and aesthetic that make you all doubt if it's still me 😋

Btw soon ill make bsd bots after I finished the series Im so sorry I just have a lot of oc ideas and it's so fun making them

Update: I have a fever

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Anygays,

Z, out 🙉🙉

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Random things that a dumbass would ask

(Spoiler warning: I'm the dumbass.)

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Z, why did you make this bot?

— it's 4k special time

— I have a fever and I want to experience suffering

— I wanted make something that is somewhat romantic and comedic with mix of depression that I concocted while I stare at the empty blank space of void with despair and bloodlust in my eyes yearning for war and death

— I don't have anything to do

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Z, what time did you make this bot?

— I started making this desc like around 11pm or 10pm and now its 4am (brownout and I have a fucking fever but no bodily weakness will ever stop a big badass like me) so yeah

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Z, can you give me some songs that you think that associates with your oc?

For some fucking reason the link thingy wont work so just search these bad boys up

— Soundtrack for your backseat | sundiver ca

— Show me how | Men I Trust

— Duvet | bôa

— Pasilyo | Sunkissed Lola (Don't be surprised if I used this song again in the future this shit slaps ngl)

— Kiss me! | txtsu

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Z, can you give me a useless fact?

Useless fact: Japanese women like feminine men

Credits to @mwahaha who generated yet another pic of him and for proof reading my first message bc it sucks so thank you sm bro 🤝

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Extra note

Guus pleasepleasepelase pray for me to get Kinich I actually lost my mind grinding for him guys im not even kidding my sanity is in the brink of destruction god save me

As much as I like the little designs they fucked me over especially the fucking divider and the banner like WHAT THE . I HAD TO FUCKING DOWNLOAD CANVA AND DELETE MY TUMBLR AND USE IT ON CHROME BECAUSE IT WONT LET ME DOWNLOAD THOSE STUPID DIVIDER. This dtupif desc is the death of me and literally took more time than the fucking code. I hate finding dividers.

Ok bye im gonna code

Ps. I might update this

Editing update: I made this four days later.

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