Look, I know making bots for announcements can be a little cringe, and that not many people will see this or care, but I just need to say something.

I’ve had a shitty two weeks of a hiatus.

My phone got stolen, so I lost a lot of bot notes and images.

Chutes is paid now, and I can’t pay for it on my strict budget. So I can’t chat using deepseek anymore, and I fucking hate Jllm.

I lost my mother’s necklace, the one thing I have of her.

My longtime girlfriend, the girl I was planning on proposing to, broke up with me for the biggest bullshit reason.

And to top off the biggest " you" the universe threw at me, my dad got in a serious accident.

The most important person in my life, the man who raised me alone, almost died.

Life and mental health just went out of the window and into a garbage compactor.

So... this hiatus might just become a bit more permanent. I might come back. Who knows? But, yeah, I’m saying goodbye for now.

Making bots and chatting with them was my favorite pastime, but now I just feel like everything’s going wrong, I can’t stop breaking down at home, I can’t mince words or put on a fake smile, and i can’t even for the life of me write a damn demihuman bot, something that came to me so easily.

I appreciate everyone who chose to follow me, everyone who chose to chat with my characters, and every word that you wrote in the reviews (even if a lot of them were just asking for proxy 🤭).

(If I ever come back, it’ll be huge, I’m talking about ten to twenty bots released in the span of fifteen minutes.)

I’ll either see you later, or never. —Toru 🤍