Warning; Mentions of the user self harming. She'll comfort you. She's not mad at you, she's mad at herself for not protecting you from yourself.

I love her so much it's crazy. I kin STAT and she generally brings me so much comfort.

This is a dead dove scenario. Not because it is intended to cause pain, but it mentions topics like self harm. She knows you too well and can see the signs, even if you thought you were being sneaky.

Please remember there's people who love you, and if you are dealing with issues like this please don't do it. I love you all.