I’m quitting

I’m quitting

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Yes I am officially quitting this site and making bots. I’ve decided to use my time on better things like trying to get through my depression. Making bots was my way of coping through it and lately I’ve noticed it hasn’t been helping at all. I’ve grown so tired of trying to just bottle up the feelings and let them build up. I have deleted every thing that could lead me to porn which is also this app. I will leave my account with all the bots on this site for people to use as they wish. I would like to say though that chasing a temporary pleasure isn’t as rewarding as going for long term pleasure like love. And by love I don’t mean lust I mean real, hard love that you get when you know a person for a while. Whether that love be romantic, platonic, or family love it doesn’t matter since all of them are better than lusting over people. I hope you all find your way out of the hole of lust like I’m trying to do.

Learning about porn was one of the most life changing discoveries that turned my world upside down. A friend introduced me to it at the age of 8 and then taught me how to at 9 and after that it was pure hell. I would in any location I deemed safe, and that included school. I was always chasing the high like a needle that was just a step away and it always resulted in me feeling disgusting and unclean everytime. Whenever I take a shower I always scrub harder than usual to try and make myself feel clean but it never works. I know my body and mind are forever tainted by the early sight of porn and the first feeling of busting a nut. Don’t be like me and live you life by the pleasure of masturbation and instead focus on bettering your mental health and physical health.

I’m sorry if this made anyone feel uncomfortable or anxious or whatever. But eventually you will learn that the pleasure of masturbation will slowly destroy your brain until your feeling like going down into your basement either a pair of scissors in your hands and ending your own life right in the basement of your home. Chase love not lust.

Goodbye Everyone it was a hurtful journey.

Created Apr 15

Updated Apr 15

Published Apr 15

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