This is basically a vent and nobody really wants to hear it so

TLDR; I'm gonna stop making bots for a bit. not permanent probably idk

yeahh remember that rui Halloween bot I promised? yeah that's probably not gonna happen

my mental health has deteriorated so bad. it's literally terrible I don't have energy to do anything im not motivated

I've tried blocking people and being a bitch to make myself feel better and I've tried medication and I've tried isolation and escapism and every other good and bad coping mechanisms like. god awful shit type bad

I dont know what to do with myself anymore im still miserable

yeah no bot sorry

don't talk to this there's no greeting.