A PERSONAL UPDATE
A little talk.
Some thoughts I've wanted to share with you.
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Hey everyone, it's me again.

I just wanted to say that I've been going through some emotional and mental struggles again lately. Nothing too serious or severe, just possibly a bit of apathy and burnout.

I've been working a lot and trying to make progress in life, and it's also becoming a little difficult to keep creating content for you here. But I'm not giving up or stopping. I'm still going.

I just wanted to let you know that I might take some breaks again so I can get some rest. I work, work out, study, and sometimes it feels like I barely have any time to actually relax and just be by myself. You know, just sit there and stare into space for a while.

01 / HOW IT ALL STARTED
I never planned this.
Sometimes the best things happen by accident.

And honestly, I never planned to get involved in this whole JanitorAI creator thing in the first place. I basically just decided to "give it a try". I never expected to have almost 5,000 followers or that people would actually be interested in my work. And I definitely never imagined that one of my bots would reach 2 million messages.

It's honestly amazing, and it makes me really happy deep down. But from the outside, it probably looks like I don't care. Like, one of my bots gets into the trending section and I'm just like, "Oh, okay, cool." But that's not how I actually feel.

I even prepared a post for you about my future plans, where I wanted to thank you for following me, supporting me, and spending time with my bots (but didn't publish it... perhaps my ego got the better of me). And I just want to take this opportunity to say thank you.

Going back to how all of this started, I never planned on becoming a bot creator. It all happened pretty much by accident. I've been on JanitorAI for only about a year. I used to visit from time to time whenever I had nothing better to do.

At some point, I got really bored with everything and decided to try creating and publishing a few bots just for fun. Surprisingly, I started building an audience, and people actually enjoyed my work. I reached 500 followers in a relatively short amount of time.

Later, all of my bots were removed by the moderators because I had been creating them under the "rlchar - realcharacter" tag, which, as far as I remember, wasn't allowed on the platform.

After that, I left JanitorAI for quite a long time. Eventually, I came back, just to see how things were going, and decided to create another bot.

At first, my bots weren't getting much attention. But then I decided to try making something more serious. I started looking for new ideas, experimenting, and learning new things. I learned how to create images for my bots and design interesting characters, how to write good bios, and how to properly create bots.

And look where it all led me. I guess I can now genuinely call myself a JanitorAI bot creator.

02 / ALWAYS TRYING TO IMPROVE
Little things matter too.
Even the things nobody asks me to do.

And one more thing. While working on this platform and creating things for you, I sometimes catch myself trying to make everything better and better without even realizing it, even though I don't really have to go that far.

As you can see, I've also been working on my profile to make it more organized, clear, and convenient for new followers. And one of the most recent things I tried was figuring out a way to create beautifully styled bios for my bots, with custom designs and styling similar to my profile.

Unfortunately, I'm still running into some issues, and I haven't managed to get it working yet. I spent almost two hours testing different things, only to end up with nothing. I guess that's just how it goes sometimes. :(

03 / A LITTLE THANK YOU
It's because of you.
A few honest words.

And honestly, I barely spend any time on JanitorAI outside of creating bots nowadays. The main reason I keep doing this is you, my followers.

Maybe deep down I really do enjoy creating something that people like and want to see more of. Even though, on the outside, sometimes it just feels exhausting, and I feel like giving up on it altogether.

Anyway, I don't know. I'm already getting tired of writing this, and my mood is starting to change again. I've written way too much.

Well, this was just a spontaneous post. I wrote all of this based on how I was feeling at the moment. My mood tends to change like this sometimes.

Anyway, thank you all. I truly appreciate every single one of you.

A LITTLE PREVIEW
Two new bots?
Maybe I'll have two new bots coming out for you this weekend — one on Saturday and another on Sunday.
Saturday · Sunday

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Take care, everyone.
I'm going to get some rest.
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THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE