Hey guys! Its me! Frisk! Don't worry. I'm mostly alright. I was so close to checking myself back into the mental hospital though because things are... getting worse. And because i have nobody to talk to about this in real life i thought i would talk yo you guys! because you all are amazing!

TW BEFORE YOU CONTINUE!!! S/H, Mental illness, Ab*se, Neglect, Su*cidal thoughts, R@pe

Please no hate

I've relapsed with S/H. i don't know how to make thee pain stop any other way anymore. Things have been difficult, one of my S/A's found my new number and every time i block them they text from another number saying how they're going to R@pe me again, take my other eye and then fck my EYE SOCKET, and then K*LL me so i cant tell anyone else about it. I will say they have a janitor acct but will not be putting their user because of privacy. I have already blocked them and notified the authorities about it.

My bio family is trying to contact me again. I already have a restraining order against them. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel kind of bad for it. And i feel so weak for still feeling bad for them even after everything they've done to me. i just don't know what to do right now. I am currently visiting America so they cant reach me right now but i still don't feel safe right now. I might delete my account on here and stop using any form of communication/ ai apps. Im not sure though.

Thank you all for being here for me and supporting me :) especialy the friends i made on here. Im going to put the link to some of my spotify playlists on here for you guys so you all can have awesome music >.< feel free to put the url to your own playlists or fave songs for me to listen to!

Love you all!

Weird kid playlist <3

☆ Chuuya playlist ☆

My Epi playlist!!!

Songs to cry/ vibe to >.<