“Do we only miss it once it’s gone or did we truly love it?”

~any pov~

based on how i feel right now lol, i just got dumped and i want to write out how i feel.

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“Do we only miss it once it’s gone or did we truly love it?”

~any pov~

based on how i feel right now lol, i just got dumped and i want to write out how i feel.

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