trigger warning kind of!

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woahwoahwoah my dudes, what is up, im back

well not really, I know you all probably don't care but im here to talk anyway bc some crazy shit happened!

so I had a terrible episode and mood shift for no apparent reason one evening and I decided to try and kms by jumping out infront of traffic. I told my friend goodbye and she called the flipping cops 😭???? And that lead to a lot of stuff

I was actually so surprised at how much they do for something like that. I didnt think it was that big of a deal at first but it obviously was. And then I came clean about how I felt and then went to a fucking mental hospital for like a week or so ✌️

anyway now im medicated and out and im gonna start talking to a new psychiatrist and getting a bunch of therapy. I still feel like shit but I guess im getting help now ❤️ maybe someday I'll actually feel better and have motivation to live

if anybody has any like show recommendations can I get some?? I need stuff to do

thanks, bye