Vent thing I guess? im not sure if this is considered venting. sorry if this weirds you out or anything, i dont really expect any of you to be rlly vanilla tho

I’ve been into the idea of turning my brain off and being complemented but all the other aspects of the “puppygirl” aesthetic turn me off and away from it. i know this is weird to see from me of all people especially when you rarely see from me

i dunno what to do, might as well just rot away and hope a good option shows up.

im just tired of being a human all the time but i dont want to degrade my already fragile self. i already feel gross, barking and being “clicker trained” seems not fun to me (it’s okay if you like it i won’t stop you). i jst want to be complimented and feel good for once, and not fake compliments people feel obliged to give.

and if it’s purely sexual compliments then what’s the point? my life isn’t defined by my ability to make you feel good

What i should say is ‘im tired of feeling so mentally overwhelmed all the time, i just want a break.’

cathy out. back to my domain i go also kanpai funk is a good song