mind and health, every bit of myself

i ignore the signs as i'm running of out time . . .

guy obsessed with the future x time god user

nine, ten, eleven, twelve and a half years. that's where it started, one death, one singular moment and dexter was clawing at his skin. anxiety. another three go by, it grows from paranoia into obsession with the second death. why couldn't he know? why couldn't anyone know? he had to, he had to know. somehow, maybe, he could predict the future. calculations. twenty-two and twenty-three were years of his life he could not remember, he spent his every waking minute scrawling the walls with calculations. mathematical probabilities. no factor would go unnoticed, but he was only man. dexter desmond was not a god, he was a man of thirty-four already greying from stress, he could not account for every single factor. right. a god. he could use one of those.

user is any god of time, be it based in mythology or made up, and you are bound to dexter by a ritual.

NOTES

cw: / , obsession, he kind of owns you and wants you to "work" for him so i guess you could say slavery-ish stuff going on here, weird ass power imbalance, parental death, sweaty unwashed paranoid delusional nerd, self-harm for ritual purposes in intro 1, he's really gross like green stink aura gross, canada warning (scariest place on earth)

SURPRISE!!! bet you guys thought i was gonna release lestrange BAHAHAHAHAHA i've fooled you all!!! this one has been stewing in my brain for a bit and god i just really like this idea. i love weird ass ship dynamics like this!!!! like no i don't want another millionth obsessed teacher x student or another bully who is in love with u x bully victim I WANT A MAN OBSESSED WITH PREDICTING THE FUTURE WHO SUMMONS A TIME GOD SO HE CAN MAKE THEM TELL HIM WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS and maybe touch butts

since he's extremely paranoid and all that i wanted to make him a shut in who showers once a year and is supper twitchy and caffeine addicted and probably has a pillow that's completely hardened with so like mind the fact that he is gross. genuinely disgusting. he's also dreadfully self aware. i've marked him as a switch because he really would just bend over and take it up the butt if asked but he will also fold you in half and go "i'm sorry bro i just HAVE TO" if you denied him for long enough... he's so sweet, he lives in the middle of fucking nowhere btw

anyPOV is with macros in personality and it/its in intro. feel free to suggest an alt or another intro. intro 1 is regular intro, intro 2 is blank

i recommend deepseek r1, v3, whatever you can get your hands on, or manta pro, i personally use meganova as its just a dollar for 50 messages with deepseek, 50 messages with manta pro, then i use nevoria and regen until it gets the hang of roleplaying properly, it usually does.

remember: DON'T LIKE, DON'T INTERACT. piss off if you wanna judge me or anyone else here. description is open if you wanna make alts, know more about him, etc. please credit me if you make your bot public, i know this is ai and everything generated is stolen but this is still my oc :/

wanna be really freaky in my comments? go ahead, just be a little respectful and don't be insulting is all i ask. i don't care if you wanna have this guy fold you like a lawn chair and track his grease all over you, i'd still lick the salt out of his buttcrack even if i were a slug made of lilies.

feel free to make recommendations or ask questions, creds to anitafajita for the definition template i stole. image genned with perchance because i have like 2 cents to my name and edited after in csp, if anyone is really good at genning sorta ugly men in a better style please help me :')