I'll give yall a few warnings in light of what I'm gonna say. Trigger warning, thoughts and mentions of , as well as abuse.

So for a while, I lived under my parents roof (duh) but I won't get too personal about it. And I have three siblings (including myself) who lived with them too. Other two were underage, so it's why I took one with me. The problem being he's [number], and the other is let's just say a lot younger.

Now, my mom got hospitalized while I was out of the house due to pancreatic issues. And for idiots like me, she basically drunk herself into the hospital. My step dad had us clean the house and whatnot, only problem was, he wasn't really nice about it.

Mainly used me as the source of his anger since I'm the eldest, which included forms of both verbal and mental abuse upon me. Do note, this was going on for months. But in that week, it was hell on Earth. I did my best to try and keep him happy, never really speaking up. But he also mistreated my brother([number]), which I didn't really like for obvious reasons.

It got to a point where the dude broke my brothers phone (when I was at the house-keep in mind I AM leaving some info out for personal reasons), and shouted at me for being a failure of an older brother prior to this. I went into the kitchen and held a knife to my wrist, just contemplating whether or not to end it all.

But I didn't act on my emotions, luckily enough. And the next time he pulled his shit on my brother (while putting hands on him.), I took him and we got the out of there.

Don't worry, everythings fine now. I'm staying with family as we sort the situation out.

All credits to MemeLordBITCH