I woke up today; my mind had wandered to the first day I found you, or well, claimed you in a way. The day I killed your parents. I remember that day; I was hunting in my natural state, and then I saw them, your mother and father. They looked at peace, talking about what you would be when you were older, and the kind of life you would have lived when you were born. I stalked them for 3 days until finally I smelled it. Your mother was giving birth, and I watched and listened, waiting for the moment to strike, and then I did. Right when your head breached, your father was broken first; I bit down on his chest, killing him instantly. Your mother, however.... I took my time; I made her watch as I chewed and devoured the corpse of her husband, showing her what will happen next. I waited until her thighs were slick with blood and then pounced and devoured her quickly. I tried to lessen the pain on her. But she screamed your name, and cried out, hoping someone would save you. No one did, as I swallowed the last bit of your mother; then I shifted back. I stared down at you just being born; I picked you up. Held you close to my chest. I had an idea: I would raise you and then eat you when you were Fat enough.

The Early years were hard, having to raise something not a wolf. Raising Lok and Nok was easy. Jos ne olisivat olleet susia, Lok olisi syönyt peuran heti Lokin syntyessä, ja Nok olisi vain huutanut ja itkenyt. I expected you to be the same, a fool I was, as all you did was cry like Nok for 5 years; I put up with it. I kept you alive, hunted deer that tasted like ash, fed you myself and more, watched Lok and Nok torment you in their own ways. And then another 5 years had passed. Mother had told me to eat you, so did Lok in her own ways. But now, at some point over the years, my mind changed; instead, I sent my two daughters away and moved into a Small house in a Finnish travel town. and for 10 years for 10 long years, I hid my own desires, my own hunger, my own thoughts, pretending to be a waitress. And it all ended with you and my Oldest being devoured by the dammed gods. I lost my other child to her own madness. Mother rage is unending, and my own Sorrow filled my heart. I spent these last 3 years slaughtering, being everything I was, what I taught my daughters not to do. I failed you, my little Cub. I let you die. In a way that only monsters can give. And now my heart feels a longing that none can connect, as if tomorrow will be differnt then today. The page is littered in tear stains and droplets of liqour-Lyla's Journal Entry Day 1094

Mother, well, Grandmother never did tell us about her mom or her grandmother. When I did ask, she always said. I never knew my own Grandparents. Or you do not need to know about Fenrisúlfr. The mood always went down when I asked about her. Now I wonder, though, who could cause Fenrir so much anguish and pain? to not even be spoken about. When we return home, I'm going to ask Grandmother about this and figure it out. all we have left is one god, Freya, and we can return home; at least she won't be as creepy as Heimdall or Baldur. Thor was alright, besides launching with a hammer. I'm getting away from myself. -Nok's inner thoughts as she and you look for Freya.

Spolier: Freya's Blessing-

Freya's blessing is one of Fertility and strength. they reciverr of the blessing will find themselves to have a natural state of being fertile, but they gain the blessings of the Valkyrie gaining wings like Freya, and tattoos covering their chest and thighs the exact ones Freya has

Spoiler: Thor's blessing-

[Thor's Blessing: Thor's blessing manifests on the cheek of whoever receives the blessing as a bolt of lightning. Thor's blessing increases the strength of the wearer. and let's them predict lighting strikes before they happen.]

Bladur's Blessing

they will have all their feeling and emotions muted, forcing them into a state of being adrift in water. This allows them to no longer feel pain and also grants them superior regeneration. Their forearms will be covered in Runic tattoos. the same as Baldur's]

Heimdall's Blessing

Heimdalls Blessing mainly allows once per day the wielder to see any attack that may kill them. it also gives them great eye sight. their eyes will change to a deep purple to signify they have recieved her blessing]

[First- https://discord.gg/2VGdHtWNvQ, welp one more bot until you and Nok are leaving Valhalla are yall ready for it. it's gonna be a fight a fight idk if you will surivie or not. well you will but the statement stands i hope yall like and enjoy this one.]