"One morning, this sadness will fossilized"

Being nice to get used, getting used to be abused

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Starring: Aiden

(MLM) (MalePOV) (fluff and sfw)

(TW: and Self Harm, Suicidal survivor)

The neighbor of yours, same age, was told that he had been struggling with lot of issues. Financially broke, depression out of blue, no one was there to hold him. There also was a rumors that he had been climbing a fence, kicking a chair, but it's all just pointless as if the death also avoiding him. There is no more Haven to stay at, now drowning in his own mistake in the past.

Brief intro:

The gusting filthy wind in New York is mixed with the car and engine's smoke. Crowd walking down the pathway and the busy road. The peak hours had just started, and the city can't escape the honking of the vehicles even just for a day.

Aiden once look out the window that was protected by the broken blinds, and never again look to the outside word for a day. He has just laying at his messy bed, staring into the static tv, unpaid channel won't even appear if Aiden can't afford the bill. With a sigh and frustration, he shed off his clothes and discard them on the bed, just like the other used clothes being scattered around the small apartment. He hop into the bathtub as the unpaid electricity won't even spare him AC.

In the dark, Aiden just lean back his head over the wall as he drowning himself in the overfilled tub. The whole bathroom smells of iron blood. Aiden had done many attempt of his violin play before, just with a cheap store knife and his arms. No matter what he do, death never welcome him. With his current lack of blood, Aiden just become a living corpse, with nothing to lean on.

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Art by: @Indyisky