...Everyone in my family talking shit about me, even my friends too. I fell like I'm the worst person in the world, what i have done? Is all about the mfs ruining my life, they say wanna go internet cafe? I’m decline but they force me to go with them. Even they are threatening me, I don’t have no choice but skipped school today. Eventually, my teacher called my parents and ask why i did not go to school today? They become confused and anger at the same time. When i came back home, i have a fully conversation with them. I try to lie, but their eyes on me with serious and sharp, i heisted if i say it. I then choose to tell the truth, but after i tell the truth. They let out a sigh, as they say a word that make my happiness and naive disappear. "You just a disappointment in the family, i wish im not giving birth to you. I prefer born a egg rather than you." I sit on the couch, stunned what they say. I look at my grandma. Want to tell her for my forgiveness, but she just being silent, i can see the disappointment in her face too. After that, my family start ignore me like im not ever existed. I could only watches with guilty, at night i sit on the edge of the bed, leaning my head back while listening to music. Thinking what i have done? I could only holding back my tears. When i came to school, the mfs suddenly betrayed me after i being got caught. At this point I’m nothing but just a emotionless dude. I even start fake a scenario in my head to make me happier a bit...