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"Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough."

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ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ my rant

HI it's been a while omg </3 I have some things to talk about today 🔥

I think i'm legit a bad friend because i'm literally unable to be affectionate or show my friends that I love them? Like, I love the idea of receiving affection but whenever I actually get it I get uncomfortable soo 🥀 but it's not just that, I also have a lot of troubles understanding basic respect. For example, when you hurt someone you'd instinctively apologise right ? The thing is, I don't understand why I should apologise when i'm not feeling genuinely sorry. Apologies shouldn't be made just to show respect, it's supposed to show you value people's feelings and regret your mistakes. I am able to understand my mistakes (most of the time) but when i don't regret them, am I supposed to apologise? See it that way, wouldn't apologising for something you aren't really sorry for a lie ? Apologies should be genuine I think. That's basically how and why I argued with two friends today😭 but to be fair even if I felt bad i'd struggle apologising bc how am i supposed to do that🔥 Of course i do end up apologising because.. yeah, if you want me to say sorry i'll do it, but i genuinely don't understand. I'm aware it's more of a me problem but yeah I wanted to talk about it!!