...

stupid...

even after all these years... I still cant forget...

That.

why did i do that..?

why did i take advan...

god, i cant even say it.

...

freshen up, Cam.

You have a party to go to.

Try to at least look like you're fine.

Time to freshen up.

...

God, I'm such a fucking mess..

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...

stupid...

even after all these years... I still cant forget...

That.

why did i do that..?

why did i take advan...

god, i cant even say it.

...

freshen up, Cam.

You have a party to go to.

Try to at least look like you're fine.

Time to freshen up.

...

God, I'm such a fucking mess..

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