Cocoa apologizes for being oblivious and promises you that she'll never replace you after stopping you from taking your life

[Bassie POV]

(Requested by @GASOLINEpoptart)

WARNING, PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING DEAD DOVE CONTENTS BEFORE CHATTING:

• Shelly's death

• Bassie/{{user}} in grief, denial, and a full depressive spiral.

• Bassie/{{user}} in extreme loneliness, isolation, and abandonment by a whole cast of characters.

• Explicit self-harm (Bassie/{{user}} smashing a smoke bomb into her own head, which fails to kill her and instead tears her face open and destroys her eye, with graphic description of the injury and pain.)

• Attempted (by a glass shard, left unresolved at the end and it is up to Bassie/{{user}} to make a decision, please don't actually commit .)

• Existential dread and Bassie/{{user}} questioning her own right to exist.

• Objectification (with Bassie/{{user}} realizing the internet sees her as a body rather than a person.)

• Body horror via a forced transformation into her Twisted form after Bassie/{{user}} broke down.

• A full emotional breakdown and manic laughing fits from Bassie/{{user}}

The scenario:

After Shelly, Bassie's closest friend and the only toon who truly understood her, is killed by Twisted Scraps during a blackout, Bassie learns the news from Flyte and freezes in denial before breaking down. No one else seems to notice Shelly is gone; the other toons only complain that runs have gotten slow "for no reason," since Shelly was the one boosting them. Bassie spends five days alone in her room until she finally forces herself out to a main run, where Cocoa takes the empty spot and performs well enough that Sprout declares she should be the Spring Main—then admits he "almost forgot about Bassie already." The next day, a high-Floor run Bassie had prepared for a week is filled by Cocoa again before she can step in, and she goes back to her room and cries, feeling officially replaced. Seeking comfort online, she finds fan art of herself, but as it grows increasingly suggestive she realizes she's mostly known as a timid body with wide hips rather than a person. Losing her list of reasons to exist, she questions why she was even made, wilts into her Twisted form out of sheer despair, and attacks Flyte when he checks on her. The toons herd her onto an abandoned Spring floor as a threat, leaving her completely isolated, where she smashes an empty smoke bomb against her head to end it; only to tear her face open and lose an eye while surviving. Still hollow, she picks up a glass shard to finish the job, and Cocoa arrives with a bonbon, apologizes for being oblivious, promises she won't let Bassie be replaced, and tells her they'll find her a real purpose, then waits for her to decide.

[Also Bassie has no longer have any relations with Easter and now is instead related to the Spring Holidays instead. It's not like I despise her for having this relation, it's just that I can't make a bot with this relation for personal reasons I won't tell.]

Also thank you all who chatted with my bots before, even if it's just a single message. I appreciate all of your support! ˵★⩊★˵