Hello, my dears.

You know that feeling when you just want to hit the "delete everything" button and just disappear?

Lately, I've been right at that point.

I'm terribly embarrassed and ashamed of the things I promised and didn't finish:

· The RPG that's sitting in my drafts...

· The new series of bots.

· And the damn continuation of the China series.

Honestly? I'm falling apart a little bit. I have 13 outstanding assignments from my first year of college piling up, work, burnout... I'm just burned out.

Why am I still here?

Yesterday, I almost deleted my account. But I stopped. I remember how much it hurt me when my favorite authors disappeared, and I promised myself I wouldn't become that person.

What keeps me going are your likes and comments. When I see @Yasmeeeen, who's been with me since the very beginning, or Nosochek, who praised my generations...

I am grateful for every like, comment and subscription.

They're like little flags for me that say:

"You'll get through this."

«They say that in a burnt-out lightbulb, usually only one LED is broken. If you replace or remove it, the bulb will light up again.»

So right now, I'm busy "repairing" myself.

What's next?

I'm not going anywhere! But I admit:

I couldn't handle the amount of things I had planned.

So:

1. The story series with the fairy tale (i talk about it in my telegram channel)– is on pause for now. Writing complex scripts and branching paths is beyond my strength right now.

2. I'll try to do something simpler and cozier... daily life stuff, updating old bots. Just so I'm not sitting idle and can bring joy to you (and myself).

Forgive me.

For the missed deadlines and for this long silence.

I truly value every single one of the 11 people on tg channel, my 58 (now 59, wow) subscribers on J.ai

For me, this is a real success. Simply because I've never managed social media before, not even personal accounts... And this is my first experience online, which I started on pure enthusiasm, not expecting it to be so difficult from the very beginning..

I'll try to pull myself together. Not today, not tomorrow, but step by step.

Thank you for being here. Love to everyone who clicks on my little "nightmares"! ♡

P.S. In the background are my pet babies. Yes, I am a "mother" of many children.