Hello, not a bot, I just want to vent since I never tell personal things

I just feel burnt out, everything feels numb, I just feel like i have one job, and after that, i just get tossed away. Worst part, i feel like im doing worst and worst, playing games i loved just doesn't feel good anymore, im losing interest in fandoms, i don't know what wrong with me, i feel like a burden, a mistake, just something to use then toss away

Sorry if I'm not as active anymore, school is eating my life away, and I just don't know what to do for bots, and I just can't do anything in my free time

I'm going to take a break, but I promise I'll come back, i just don't know when