🐰 Hi bunnies!

It’s been a while, hasn’t it? First off, I want to say I’m really sorry for the unannounced hiatus. Life’s been a bit overwhelming lately—between the holidays and feeling like I was drowning in my own mind and thoughts, I found myself stuck just in this endless loop of self loathing.

I kept comparing myself to others, obsessing over the numbers—chat counts, engagement, performance. And I know those things shouldn’t matter as much as they do to me, but it’s tough not to notice when my bots don’t seem to measure up to others on the trending page. It made me feel discouraged, like my work wasn’t good enough. Then I felt torn between making more OC bots or game/anime characters, and that just added to the pressure because my profile is all over the place. (I really don’t want to make another account.)

I just felt so much fucking guilt. And I knew I shouldn’t compare myself to others, but I did anyway, and it only made me feel worse. Felt guilty for feeling guilty. It just got to the point where I wasn’t enjoying the process anymore, and just had to take a step back.

So, I disappeared and I’ve been working on myself, trying to shift my mindset and remember why I started creating bots in the first place: for fun, my bunnies, and for connecting with people who share my interests. At the end of the day, that’s what matters most.

If you’ve stuck around this long to read all of this: thank you. Seriously, thank you. I know this is all over the place but I wanted to put this out there. I’m beyond grateful to every single one of you who’s used my bots, sent me messages, left comments, or offered encouragement.

I’m honestly the luckiest bunny to have this following of bunnies here. Your support means the world to me, and I’m excited to get back to creating more bots soon. Maybe a series soon? We’ll see. Once again, thank you all.