hey yall... this is gonna be long 😓

no this is not an announcement that i’m coming back and making more bots but im not here to say im quitting for good either; i’d just like to be clear about why i haven’t made new bots in months!

for one, im depressed and it truly takes over my life. i wont trauma dump or anything but ive been dealing with depression for quite literally my entire life due to the circumstances under which i grew up. i’m tired, and the motivation to make bots anymore is just not there. no this is not me asking for pity but i do think i should be transparent about that.

making these bots was more of a hyper fixation for me than anything. does that mean i will never ever make a bot again? no, absolutely not! however, there is other things in my life that require me more than this.

another thing is that i’ve always been very embarrassed about sharing my writing. i love writing these silly little bots and making stories, but i think my writing could be much more and more improved than it is now. i’m a very socially anxious person, and really just an anxious person in general, and when i post these bots i have an undying fear that someone is judging me. i know there always will be someone judging my writing no matter what, because obviously not everyone can be pleased, but that doesn’t comfort me... like at all.

this is not to say i’m not still active on this site! i am very active and i use other peoples bots all the time when i get bored, so yes i see your reviews and i feel like i should say thank you for all of your guys support! my account has grown a lot since i started it, and that does provide me with some comfort that some people are enjoying my writing! however i will not turn on proxy or unprivate my definitions because i’d feel more than a little embarrassed if people saw my horrible ass coding...

i might come back and spontaneously drop bots from time to time, but for now don’t expect any because i just don’t want to. i am going to shameless plug my new dress to impress instagram account tho... so if you like me feel free to follow my ig account dticherry! it’s my favorite game and posting on that account brings me some genuine happiness, so if you’d like to support that’d be lovely!

now for a most likely controversial and highly political side rant that has absolutely nothing to do with me...

i have never and will never be quiet about my beliefs and where i stand on social issues. i’m aware that some of my followers are not 18 and/or not even american. but if you are 18+ and american, PLEASE do not be quiet about what is going on. vote, protest, do whatever you need to do. abortion rights, women’s rights, the rights of /trans and the rights of POC are being violated every single day in our country. even if none of the above apply to you, if you don’t stand with the people who are suffering there will be no one to stand with you when you’re suffering. NOBODY is illegal on stolen land, and EVERYONE deserves the right to live freely because that is what our founding fathers fought for; the freedom of the people. if you support the disgusting pigs in power, i’m disrespectfully telling you to get the off of my page and do your research. you are not welcome on my page and i do NOT like you.

that’s all tho!! love yall!!