Uhm as i'm making this right now i'm at 9999k right now. I just got off (left early) from work. I go to check my account and I am jump scared with four nines. First i wanna say. Do yall like what im working up. New profile picture soon. I'm just too fucking lazy and life is so stressful as a young black female. Its not done yet, YES I am tweaking out drawing this. This is my persona, phantom. I could talk about them for like 100 hours. Lore, why it exists. Yes phantom has no gender. (ill have lore on the bottom if you are all interested)

Enough about my cool persona. More about my account, and bots. Frankly this could turn out sad as I have a lot to talk about. Lets start easy.

I am grateful for EVERYONE who enjoys my bots, followers, people who just like using my stuff, or people who just like to talk to me on discord. Seeing people like my writing makes me happy, more confident especially when my learning disability is exhausting. Most people are kind about it, which makes me even happier to see there is still people on this website that are kind. More on that to see people who REALLY enjoy how I make bots make me excited to make more. Those who stay even when they see huge flaws in my writing, my attention span, hell even how i write. i can look at this and see like issues already with grammar. LOL.

Those who have been here since Zane, THANK YOU. New people THANK YOU. And a special thanks to the haters. If I didn't have to deal with all that drama i went through when I woke up and just fucking exploded with followers when i came back, I think i would of lost all interest. I don't make bots for just myself. I barely use my own bots, not because I don't want too, but because I prefer to make stuff for other people. Why Ko-fi and pateron are optional. I love making things for others, as an artist, a older sister and someone who grew up not really getting anything from anyone. Granted I might want to help and make things for others TOO much.

This is long already, as much as i hate writing and I will 100% not read this to correct shit I still have a lot to go over.

When this posts the 10k celebration bot posts. I was going to put this just on there, but I already knew what I wanted to say would be a lot and annoying to scroll through on a bot like that. So After this message its technically optional to read, just know its more about my personal life and stuff you might want to skim through.

How I Feel about bot making / Life

I love it, I wont quit, But lets take a second and talk about what this (texting AI) can cause to people. Not only has it affected my mental health but Made me see a LOT. Back when i started i had an addiction, when i came back with JLLM i had an addiction. When i got a job and paid for poxy...guess again! An addiction! Now? Its optional. I can get off when I want too, do my life. IT STILL AFFECTS US. So this is for people who have addictions or aren't aware. This shit can fry your brain. My health has depleted (not bc of this) but because of how I Live my life. Why you see bot posts less (i'm kissing bots between). Its because writing, my life, and using bots fight each other constantly.

Mental health (part 2)

Probably saw on new bot i mentioned this, yes i started new medication. And while I wont be public with everything I have ADHD (we know this) and depression/anxiety. Like most of us have. But also I MIGHT have autism and or memory loss of some sorts. Its not an issue, i'm fixing my life. BUT i'm writng this not for me, but for others. People who take too long to figure out yourself, your health. IT WILL BITE YOU IN THE ASS. If you cannot get the resources don't just sit and wait, don't stay in the puddle of misery. Find a way PLEASE. Make this known that I read all my comments, replies, mostly anything. I love each and every one of you, while I don't know any of you I wish healthy and happy lives to everyone who wish the same for others.

Erm, Idk if i want to say this on here because its perosnal? Idk I tbh dont give a . So ima lay this out flat with no sugar.

Iveen AU

I'm going to finish this, but its not my main focus anymore. In fact I will eventually open this into a huge collab for the secret family and the 4th which is all demi-humans. Scripts needs refining like a LOT. So much in fact that i am probably going to not touch any new Iveen AU bots until I actually fix it all. Which shouldn't take too long. But this series is exhausting. and that's 100% my fault. More on it, I see it does not go well. Do i care? No and yes. No in, i dont mind not everyone lieks it, yes in :( but mafiaaa.

Okay this is done

While finishing this I just seen i hit 10k. like wow. 10k people, half of which I KNOW do not use this anymore. Well Anyway. Im done yapping/ Most of this is all bs or like me literally yap yap. If you see this updated 100 times nah ah...

Phantom lore

I will make this short bc its there is so much Id have to make a book..wink

So Phantom isnt just my persona but the creator of worlds and universes in my OC/persona lore. It was created by the big bang theory. Instead of god its Phantom. Which isn't their real name its just what the others call it. Phantom created god, which then from on. Phantom ALSO who is obv a being made from science wishes to be in touch with gods creations. So They make variants. All of which are still connected to them. Blah BLAH. LORE im too lazy to write. in fact i have rewritten the start of it so many times i tweak.

Phantom can change their shape, size, height. Everything. They are technically bigger than the sun. But ya know could be as big as like....100 suns. If you are interested in my art and want to see more :D I don't post much because I barely draw.

https://x.com/PhantomMoonyus

uhm, idk...do i have anything else to say? Uh...