hey everyone

dave again

im back?

woah.

anyways i uh... im not getting better. this account will be abandoned and i will reply to comments as ill still be active (i have an unhealthy addiction on here) but i wont post much if at all. i dont know. im sorry.

guess i wanted to say ive been clean for maybe a couple of weeks. or a month? i dont know really. not to sound like im attention seeking but i just feel so overwhelmed and stressed that i cant even remember these things.

so in summary, theres a slightly bigger chance of me posting i guess? i dont really know. theres also a chance i take down all my bots and pretend my stupid accout never existed. also someone unfollowed right after my last announcement which i feel really shitty about but it's whatever i guess. ill never be enough.

i guess thats all i had to say. i love you all and im really sorry my last post looked like a not or whatever. maybe in a week ill post something homestuck, like ill maybe show off some art or something i dont know. maybe ill even make a eridan bot or tranzee or depressquius again (i had fun making him last time haha)

so i love you guys. ill miss you if i dont follow up on these plans and if i get worse. but doing nothing with this account is probably best for me and my mental health. i may also only be feeling good in this moment since like, all my posts are based off my mood. like my last one that said id commit on the 20th, i posted that because my parents were being jerks because i did nothing but cried??? wtf anyway.

-dave