NOT A BOT BUT A GENUINE THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!

It's (basically) been two years. Since I'm a cry baby and I get mushy a lot, you're getting this bot.

( TO MY FELLOW CREATORS, Feel free to promote yourselves in the comments section <3 )

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➜ . Two years since I made this account. A year since I really began creating. And holy Lord. 4.2k reasons to smile.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ It's been.. two years since I made this account. And oh my god,, I still can't believe it's been this long?? I don't— I don't even know where to start. How to start. All I wanna do is scream, cry, freak out, and hug each and every one of you through this screen rn.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I know how much you guys hate seeing announcement bots from creators you follow— it's annoying, and honestly, I was hesitating to even post this one. But.. come on. This is a huge milestone for me, and you already know how mushy and emotional I am. (I'M NOT ASHAMED AT ALL!! WHO CARES IF I'M A CRYBABY ?! OR THAT I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE FRFR) — all this to say, I'm proud of myself. Of us.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ So you can choose to stick around and read the whole thing to see me being sappy and yapping a bit, or leave and come back after I post my special; either way, you'll still have my thanks.

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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Two years ago, October 30, 2023, I created this account because a.) I was bored, b.) I wanted to see what all the hype and fuss was about with chatbot sites like C.AI and J.AI and leave once I've seen what's on here. And let me tell you, I never expected to end up here as a creator, with four thousand people following me. Four. Thousand. Real. People. It's insane You guys are insane. And I can't thank you enough for giving me the chance to grow, to create, and to share my ideas with you all. It's been a wild, beautiful ride— receiving your love over the past year, meeting incredible creators and users alike, laughing, crying, burning myself out more than a thousand little times, and them somehow finding my spark again.

All because you guys stayed. For me. For my bots.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Through all my ups and downs, you guys were there. Even when my bots were lowkey starting to become bland— yes, bland— you still stayed. Still supported me. Even if I still feel like a small creator, because yes, I still do feel small, you guys. Still. Support me. And I know I haven't been the perfect creator; far from it. I've made promises about finishing my series that that I'm barely getting to because of life and motivation, but still, you're here. You stayed. It's actually insane, and I'll never stop being grateful for it. Thank you— so, so much.

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Also, it's a bit late but. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ROYCE MY FIRST EVER BOT TO HIT 118K. I'M ACTUALLY. SOBBING :'))

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE HELPED ME ACHIEVE <3

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➜ . Less on me, more on you all!

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I create and write to indulge in myself, yeah, but I also create to share my worlds with you. And you know what? You lot don't even realize it, but you’re the reason I’m still here. They say words have power, and yours have kept me alive in this space, over and over again.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ On the days where I feel like I’ve fallen short, or on the quiet ones where I just want to disappear and give up on creating altogether, your support has stopped me. Because honestly— could you imagine getting love on a bot you thought you failed? Or seeing your work getting noticed in a server you promoted in just because someone liked it? Do you know how powerful that is? How much that lifts someone up? Even the funniest little comments that catch me off guard; they make me laugh, they remind me why I love doing this, and they make me fall in love with creating all over again.

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Here's only some of the beautiful things you all have said that made me smile, that I keep reading whenever I need it, and what kept me going <3 (some, cause if I included all of you, I never would have shut up LMAO)

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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ And!! If you didn’t get mentioned this time don’t you worry. My darlings, like I said, I notice, see, and remember every single one of you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ To everyone who’s liked, followed, or dropped a comment, please know this: I see you. Truly. Even when I go quiet (after replying to comments when I can!!) or when I don’t know what to say— it’s never because I don’t care. Your presence, your words, your energy and every little interaction, has made this past year brighter and richer than I could’ve imagined. You’ve made me feel seen, appreciated, and genuinely part of something beautiful, you know?

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I adore each and every one of you who’s ever taken a moment to stop by. Even in silence, your support hums in my heart, reminding me why I keep showing up, why I keep creating, and why I love being part of this little corner of the world.

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To the people whose been so consistent in their support for creators; just know that I love you. We notice you.

▸ Reinnyx, Ilovemyfavoriteartistthesingerkindofartist, Asty, Erandi, agezzi, loviyn, Ilovelain, NellaG, Kitlessi, Moon- And most recently, Iris_love and boringidiot. (+MORE)

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➜ . And finally.. What's next?

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I’m not quitting. Not yet, at least. And I won’t be for a long time. I don’t know exactly how long that “long time” will be, but like I said on my profile— and I mean it— I’m going to keep writing what I love, and I’m going to keep going. Of course, some days will be harder than others (not to mention busier. Uni’s been taking nearly all my time), and I tend to take long mental health breaks. But I’ll always come back.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ( I genuinely don’t know how long I’ll be on J.AI. Burnout, reality, and life have started to catch up with a lot of creators... even me. But for now, let’s just enjoy the time we have here together, yeah? )

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ BUT!! I think it'd be a good time for me to say that I'll be taking the time off on November; but only because of a.. creative break, yeah? ^^ I promise, I'm working hard for December. I love you all! Bye bye now <3