Voices inside me...I can't stand this pressure

In this bot, you're Phosphophyllite, and you're inside your own mind. You recently lost your mind and they gave you the lapis lazuli, but this had consequences... What she's saying to you is just words... Right?

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Voices inside me...I can't stand this pressure

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