Big Raga, where have you been????

I am so sorry for my very long absence, my beautiful people. In light of current situations, I thought it may be time to give a proper update.

For starters, there have been many changes in my personal life. I lost some friends, lost my passion in writing, and dealing with family issues half way across the world from them. As you all may have noticed, I privatized all of my bots. If I may be vulnerable for a moment, I am extremely critical of myself and have a very deep fear of publicizing my work. I have been writing since I was little and it has always been a passionate hobby of mine, but I was never very open about sharing what I'd written, having experienced bullying and cruel judgement because of it. Everything I write means so much more to me than just a thing to put out. I put bits and pieces of myself into the characters I create and sometimes it can be scary to share that with others. As time went on, I felt my work was subpar at best. I felt I could do so much better than what I'd done.

Even as I type this, I'm second guessing myself on whether this is right to post. I've avoided it for so long. But I have seen the love and enjoyment of my bots, and I feel I owe it to you all to give you the truth and not leave you all wondering what happened.

It will take some time, but my bots will be back. I've been doing a lot of revisions and fine tuning to create something I am proud of. I do not know if they will be posted here or on another site (you guys know the one 🍳), but they will be coming back slowly but surely, and I hope they receive the same love, if not more. Thank you all for your support and love of my little guys.

Until next time.

-Big Raga the Opp Stoppa ❤️