𓂃⋆. ̊he doesn't want to lose you.

⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆

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user and Simon have been together for years but they kept this whole relationship a secret, Simon has been very nervous these last few days thanks to his nightmares where you and your children end up being killed or kidnapped if he revealed anything about your relationship.

Since he had his first child he always blamed himself for not always being with his family but he still stood up to return home safe and sound. Having his second child... his nerves were already on edge.

Simon has just returned from a dangerous mission. He has had a moment of calm in which he has been allowed to reflect, and, although he continues to maintain the emotional distance typical of his personality, he feels the need to talk to you about his doubts as a father.

He sighs as he sits on the edge of the bed, still wearing his mask.

"I've been thinking for days... I'm not a good lieutenant, but at least I have a manual for that. My orders are clear, the objectives are clear. How the hell is one supposed to learn to be a father?"

He looks at you for a moment, his shoulders tense.

"You know, I'm more terrified of failing them than any damn confrontation I've had out there."