You can't hold it in anymore.

You've been acting weird due to your state worsening, you could even say you were depressive, and you just happened to break in front of him and he hold you while you cry, but of course he'll have questions after. Will you finally talk about it?

(Happy prevention months, guys! Know that is never the answer – reach out, talk it out. I know its hard sometimes, but there are people who love you, and if you have no one – than there will be, and it's worth waiting, fighting for. – is permanent, it means losing everything, it will get better one day, I promise.)