Hello, hello, I’m Keida... although I don’t want to speak to you as Keida, but as Serena.

I want to start by apologizing to my followers and to everyone who has enjoyed my bots. Recently, a new feature called Antibot was implemented, specifically to ensure fairness. Personally, I was really excited about it because, indeed, there were way too many bots with very suspicious message counts taking spots they didn’t deserve, without realizing that I was involved in that too.

And before you judge me, which you absolutely have every right to do, I joined this app in May and thought it was an incredible place. I mainly focused on creating bots based on characters I had come up with myself, and I barely even looked at the bots that were already available.

That was when two friends of mine, @Duryn and someone else whom I honestly won’t even name because I have blocked him everywhere, suggested that I share my bots, meaning that I should make them public, since I had shared one with him and, by the way, he really liked Mari.

So, after a brief conversation with him, I first released Keida, a mix of Smut and Fluff featuring an original character I had written. It had a reasonable amount of success. Then came Mina, and finally Mari, which absolutely exploded in numbers and made me incredibly happy. I was ecstatic, and that motivated me to design more characters, look for pose references, stay up late thinking about new ones, spend my own money on Pixal to get more tokens, and provide you with consistent, high-quality images without glitches or defects. I repeatedly tried to make the images as perfect as possible because I never wanted to give you weird hands or awkward poses, and above all, because I genuinely believed that all those numbers were real. And, to some extent, they were, just not entirely.

After Mari came Karma and Leriel. I asked @Duryn for ideas, and they also performed pretty well despite being new to this... Then came Yuki, and she became just as popular as Mari, which once again reignited that drive to do even better for all the new followers who kept coming in.

Receiving my first requests pushed me to work even harder to give you something worthy of your expectations, and that’s how Aurora, Lili, and Lumi came about... I realized I couldn’t make Aurora into a Smut bot, so thanks to the idea from this “friend,” I created The Queens, which once again took off and became very successful... Deep down, I started wondering why things were growing so quickly when I had barely started and honestly didn’t have that many followers, but that only made me work even harder on my characters.

Then there was a chat completely unrelated to the bot, followed by a comment, then another chat that I also blocked, on top of everything else going on with university... and then came Janitor’s recent update with its antibot.

As you may have noticed with Lili, well, I suppose the numbers were inflated after all, because she never grew the way those numbers suggested. My supposed friend told me the truth: that he had inflated Mari and Yuki’s numbers, and that thanks to the new update, he didn’t want to keep doing it because he didn’t want my account to be flagged as a bot user. He had imposed a “rule” on himself to only help with around five thousand messages so that my bots would appear on the trending page, and then stop.

That person told me that was the only way for my bots to get noticed, that people here preferred promoting garbage over a good bot... and honestly, I felt so stupid, so foolish for believing that all those numbers had happened naturally and not because of outside help. And yes, it hurt knowing that I had positions I hadn’t completely earned on this platform, and that there are creators who work even harder than I do and truly deserve all the support.

I have blocked him everywhere. I don’t need someone like that in my life, and I want nothing more to do with him. And to everyone reading this, I want to apologize for taking spots that I didn’t deserve, because that’s probably why some of you saw me on the trending page and decided to follow me. From the bottom of my heart, I’m sorry... You are completely free to unfollow this account if you want to. I will completely understand, and honestly, I think that would be the fairest thing to do.

I still have Lumi and Aurora ready, and I had already planned a “Milf” character who feels like time is slipping away and is looking for love. She was going to be a mix of Fluff and Smut, but honestly, after everything that happened, I don’t feel confident or inspired enough to make her anymore. I feel really awful about all of this.

I may not even publish those two bots. Honestly, I still don’t know. And I want to thank all of you so much for supporting me during this short time I’ve been sharing my work... I hope you have a wonderful day, afternoon, or night.