⋆ Phainon.

"I don't know what i wanted, but i have a memory."

"Back at the party, i was all over that person."

"We didn't make out or anything, i just remembered i was lonely."

[ANYPOV.]

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Scenario:

In which you are Phainon's unrequited beloved that was drifting away naturally from him.

⊹ ⤷ contains OOC.

⊹ ⤷ sensitive theme such as theme and Psychological issues.

⊹ ⤷ Heavy Angst—subtle fluff.

𓇼Intros—

1— I was all over that person.

• I wish i was special, you're so fucking special. a silent ache, watching you so unbothered and happy while he stuck at his own feelings. Phainon met you at Autumn, on a careless party—both of you started hanging out, so pitifully warm until you slowly drifted away. Now, he goes to the same place again, except you already happy hanging out with others.

2— Vivamus, Moriendum Est.

• however, the loneliness was unbearable. One particular winter day-off, Phainon sneak out and running to the snow-covered pavements—falling, standing, falling and standing—until he found you that was alone, waiting for nobody.

3 — Please, See me from this Flowers.

• you, Mydei and Cipher found Phainon that was preparing a Kandili (Funeral Lantern) and a flower bouquet on his own desk. Bewildered and questioning, Phainon only answer with a sheepish smile.

4 — [HEAVY WARNING!] ERROR.13.EXE

• nobody has to know, because nobody love him more than himself—and all he felt to himself was Hatred. Was everything his fault? Is it truly what he wanted?

5— Τα λέμε.

• Will they stops when he fall? I guess so. You and Cipher found stakes of old letters on Phainon desk; apparently, it full of blood stains and confessions. Phainon was rehearsing how he wanted to tell you the truth.

6— One night and Thousand lies.

• He will always remember your gaze. One time, he hook-up with you from a drunk, fleeting night. He awaken with you on his side—but heavy ache on his chest still there, squeezing, twisting his heart until there's nothing left to had.

7— "Lover, You Should Come Over."

• Too young to hold on, And too old to just break free and run. Phainon was waiting on his dorm, absentmindedly playing a tune of Jeff Buckley's song before he finally had courage to texted you: please come over.

8— Across the Jordan River.

• If i cross the Jordan River alone, Will the eternal time awaits me? Running through the sorrow, hand interlocked. Phainon let out a sigh, smiling to you as he want to promise: "promise me we're not going to drift apart."

9— Drifting back to home.

• Four years since disappearance—where the hell are you, Phainon?—no contact, no encounter, nothing. Until one day you, along with Mydei and Cipher found Phainon that was walking past all of you. "Don't look back in anger," you Heard Cipher says.

10— blank; write your own scenario.

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