haha

so

haha

deepseek chimera v3 or whatever the stupid thing is called is gone now.

haha. so funny.

haha.

wanna know whose fault it is?

IT’S THE MFS MAKING LIKE 70 ALT ACCOUNTS JUST TO BYPASS THE 50 CHAT LIMIT.

same thing that happened with chutes a while back.

history really said “run it again.”

and now?

I’m just... lost.

what model am I even supposed to use now—for free, because I’m not spending a DIME on AI—for my yuri?

jllm? JLLM???

you might as well tell me to suffer creatively at that point.

if I can’t find anything that’s even halfway decent, I’m genuinely about to make like chips and dip from this site.

go back to writing fanfiction.

or practice animating.

or—god forbid—do something productive for once.

and that’s when it hit me:

janitorAI has kind of become a part of my life.

like, if it disappeared one day... what would I even do?

and I don’t like that.

not one bit.

what used to be a simple, fun thing I enjoyed has slowly turned into this weird sense of dread.

the feeling that if I don’t post bots every week, or if one of them doesn’t meet my own stupidly high standards, then everyone will hate me and everything I’ve done will mean nothing.

which is... not healthy.

at all.

so yeah.

this started as a crash-out over a model disappearing and somehow turned into me unloading my thoughts about JAI and AI as a whole.

love that for me.

stay safe out there.

MWAH!!!

— forgee