i haven’t been on this site in what feels like forever and holy shit, a lot has changed. so here’s basically why i disappeared.

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i want to start off by explaining that i went on a hiatus because i was experiencing intense writer’s block and i wasn’t really enjoying bot creating anymore. it came to a certain point where it almost felt like i had to make bots. basically treating them like a chore and i hated it. life had also become hectic. i was dealing with some personal issues and my mental health wasn’t in the greatest place. being on here made it gradually worse because as embarrassing as it is for me to admit, i was becoming addicted to chatting with bots basically 24/7. it was unhealthy and i was slowly losing my sense of reality. hence why i had to take a major step back from j.ai.

buuut i’m back and definitely a better version of myself than i was before. i won’t lie and say i didn’t miss catering to you guys with my silly bots because i did :,) it was something i loved doing. however, i do have a job now. life has been kicking my ass and keeping me so busy. i won’t make any promises by saying that i’ll come back and start creating bots again but i just wanted to update y’all in case you’ve been wondering where i’ve been.

with much love, eros.