I'm going fucking crazy,hahaha, of course people can hate the ships I like but if I hate stupid iv-ntill, she comes for my throat, I hate iv-ntill, iv-n looks like the woman who touched my chest when I was a kid,iv-ntill is sa, I hate it, I hate it,I hate it, they kill me when I actually say my opinion and how much I despise it rather than forcing myself to like it but when I talk about my love for ivanluka, they just have to water it down and never let me talk about anything I like , and Im the one I blame, hahaha, iv-ntill is not even that good, vivn-s does NOT know how to write toxic relationships, she just puts SA in it and calls it a day, i genuinely hate myself, I cant be the friend they desire, the lover they desire, the daughter they want and im a good for nothing, but wanna know the funny part? S,V,Hikari,torie,KHY,and a bunch of you are the only people that care about me, at least thats what I think, because you compliment me and stuff..

"All you ivanluka fans do is hate on iv-ntill!" Oh like you're any different, get a life, you're the one who mentions iv-ntill when im in the room knowing full well that Im uncomfortable with it.

I hate myself,why cant I just..be gone ..?